You are my sunshine ✴ (Mesut Özil fanfic)

Passion

Just after those many minutes, Sergio pulled his hand back. At that moment I was so relaxed, so calmed that I wouldn't care if anything happened. "Mesut?" he asked me. I didn't feel like answering, I was so tired. But I had to anyway.. "Huh?" I said. "You said you like someone, a guy, and it seems that this guy is not me.. Also you promised to tell me.." he said looking at me. He was still facing still my hair, but I new where he was looking at. "Umm.. I'm still not feeling like talking about it.. umm.. because.. I don't think I feel something anymore.." I told him and then changed my side, still laying though. He moved back so I can have place to lay back. "Can't you even tell his name?" he asked me, almost like begging to know my crush. "No.. sorry, I don't want to talk about it.." I said, hopefully he could stop investigating about that special one. "Fine.. whatever you say." he answered and stood up. he walked to the kitchen. It was already night and I haven't eaten nothing since morning. Finally, I found the reason why my tummy hurted like hell. "I'm really hungry Sergio.." I told him. "Are leaving for London? If not we could deliver something. Maybe chinese!" he said happily. "Haha.. you still adore chinese huh?" I asked him laughing. "Of course! It's still the best food in world!" he said smiling. "Cool.. but, I think I'd better leave." I said a little sadly. I didn't want to dissapoint him. "Yeah, of course but.. first let me say that.. I'm sorry for that.. kiss.." he said, apologizing. "Don't worry, I don't matter it.. But.. I just want you to know that.. I don't feel anything for you except from friendship. Strong friendship." I told him and then hugged him. "I understand.. I'll be there for you anytime.. still loving you.. just for your information, you can't make me stop loving you. Exactly the opposite, you make me love you more and more everytime.." he admitted and he hugged tightly. "Sure.." I answered and then moved back. "Bye.." he said with a fake smile at his face. Anyone could notice that his smile was fake, it was really obvious. "Bye." I told him and exited his apartement. In about 3 hours this time, I arrived at London. I got into my apartement and laid at my sofa, really tired still. Hungry also. I called Mathieu. "Hello?" he answerd. "Hey Umm.. wanna come at mines, we can have dinner or simply just deliver something." I suggested. Hopefully he wouldn't refuse.. we've been acting weird lately, so I didn't know what he would say.. He didn't reply. He said nothing. I just heard some footsheps. "Mathieu talk to me!" I demanded. "Oh yeah, sorry I'm already on my car, I'll be there sooner than you expect." he said laughing a little bit at the end. "Haha.. perfect.." I said and laughed. I ended the call imidiately. I was smiling since then, I couldn't stop it. I was extremely happy. After some minutes, the door bell rang. I ran to open. It was Mathieu, who else. I said nothing but smiled widely. He did the same, staring at me. That beautiful smile, I kept saying on my mind. We were like that for some seconds. It could be longer, but I didn't want it to, it was too awkward. "Please come in!" I said and moved back so he could have space to walk in. "Heh.. thanks.." he said laughing awkwardly. He sat on the sofa. "What do you want to eat?" he asked looking at me, while I was walking to his side. "I don't know, but I'm starving!" I confessed. "Haha.. let's order some pizza then!" he suggested. "Sure! Let me grab my phone!" I called the pizzaria and ordered a pizza. Then I sat next to Mathieu, looking at him smiling, the same as he was doing. I couldn't resist. I wanted to kiss him again, like last time. I didn't know if he wanted the same.. Probably he did. "You are probably thinking-" he started saying but I interrupted him "-kissing?". He laughed slightly, just a little bit and then he got on me. He started kissing me holding my face. I kissed him back, of course! Wrapping my arms around his neck. He kept on kissing me, moving his right hand to my waist, wrapping it tightly and closely to his body. Then he moved his lips to my neck. Damn, it felt so good.. I wanted more and more everytime! Then I grabbed his head back on the side of my face so I could kiss him again on the lips. I dit it. I moved his body, closer to mine, so I could feel him better. He touched my hand and moved it away so he could embrace me. Wrapping his arm around my chest, his hand was on my back. He pushed me with that hand towards his chest, making our kiss more passionate.