You are my sunshine ✴ (Mesut Özil fanfic)

I can stay if you want.

Just when I thought of letting myself during he was kissing me, my phone rang. Great that was the perfect excuse to end this kiss. I could answer it, whoever was calling me. Even if it was.. Mathieu.. Ohh I tottaly forgot Mathieu this last hour. I grabbed immidiately my phone. "I have to answer this.." I told Sergio pointing my phone. "Sure.. I can wait." he answered me smiling. Like he finally got what he wanted. "Hello..?" I answered. "THE FUCK? SO YOU ANSWER? YOU TOLD ME NOT TO RUIN WHAT WE HAD, BUT YOU MAKE IT WORSE!" that man on on the phone yelled at me. It was Mathieu "Don't yell like that, please.. relax!" I said. "OH WHY THAT? NO ONE HEARS ME ANYWAY!" he answered me, without even listening to what I just said. "Yeah dude! You yell so bad that someone sitting right next to me could hear you!" I told him angrily. Yeah I was angry, he made me at least. The truth is that he could make me feel things, strong feelings wherever I was. Either bad or good ones. "But.. you know no one from London except me.. but wait.. ARE YOU IN MADRID??" he asked yelling again. "Why do you even care?" I asked him still angrily. "Why do I even care? Is that even a question Mesut? Like.. there's nothing between us that could make me think about you every second.. I think that you're living the same. But.. of course you do. Besides, that is the reason why this matter is happening. You thought I felt nothing.. well the truth is that I do feel something for you.. It was just.. hard to admit.." he finally said calmly. "Umm.. I think that we shouldn't talk about this through the phone.. We should meet up.. as soon as possible.." I confessed. "Are you leaving?" Sergio asked me curiously. "Who's there with you?" Mathieu asked me at the same moment. "Umm.. It is Sergio, I'm at his house." I replied to Mathieu's question. "It's that Mathieu, right?" Sergio said trying to guess. He then grabbed my phone, checked who called. "So it is Mathieu.." he said and turned on the speaker, so I could hear what Mathieu could say. "Me-Mesut??" Mathieu asked confussed. "Give me my phone!" I told Sergio trying to get my mobile phone back. "Listen up young man, you better back off because Mesut has more and better friends than you! You understand? Stop messing with my man!" Sergio warned Mathieu through the phone. "Excuse me..?? Who's on the phone? Mesut are you still there?" Mathieu asked for once again confused. "You heard what I told you!" Sergio said, still warning him. "C'mon now Sergio.. stop acting childish!" I told him. "Ohh.. so it is Sergio.. Well, Sergio, you beter know that Mesut actually-" he tried to say but I couldn't let him finish. I'm sure he would say something relative to that kiss we shared some time ago. I didn't want Sergio to find out. Espacially this way! "NOTHING NOTHING!" I said suddenly and grabbed the phone. "We'll talk later, ok? Bye." I interrupted Mathieu by saying that and then ended the call immidiately. "Um.. what did you ACTUALLY do?" Sergio asked me curiously. "Nothing.. just forget it.." I said, too tired and bored to find another excuse. I mean.. it's harder than I thought! "Ugh.. haven't I told you to stop talking to that guy? He's messing with our friendship and he's slowly ruining it!" Sergio told me, skipping the wondering what I did. "Yeah I know.. but you know how it is.. I'm too shy to end some things like this.." I admitted. "Ughh.. Somtimes you just.." he said depressing. Then he stared in front of him, maybe at the turned off TV. I stared though at the door. The exit door. "You can leave if you want.." he said sadly.. Like really sadly. "Umm.. I could stay if you want me too.." I told him, hoping he could smile again. "What I want is different from what that has to be done." he answered me still sad. "OK.." I replied. Then I laid next to him. I couldn't let him alone, like that. We were still best friends. As I was laying in front of him, he hugged me from my chest. We were like that for almost half an hour, saying nothing, just laying the one next to the other and him hugging me. We just wanted to relax, to calm down. That last moment was really intense, it made us nervously angry.