You are my sunshine ✴ (Mesut Özil fanfic)

Madrid, fix this mess, please

After relaximg a little bit, I called Mathieu. "Hi.." I said, a little bit awkward. He replied the same way. "Umm.. Are we going to meet tonight?" I asked. "No, I can't make it tonight." He replied. "What about tomorrow?" I asked again. "No.. I can't make it for tomorrow either." He replied, negatively again. "Then.. When?" I asked really curious. "I don't know!! Just.. Uhh nevermind!" He said nervously. "What is it Mathieu?" I asked seriously. "Can we just pretend that.. What happened a couple of hours ago didn't happen? Can we just forget it?" He asked. "Umm.. Why?" I wondered. "Because I regret it! Damn it was so wrong! Now everyone will know it and they will make a huge matter, everyone will hate us and judge us negatively because gay people.. Just don't fit the community." He said so nervously so could feel nervous as well. "I don't care about what they are going to say, I just want to ask you. Don't you love me? Did you lie to me?" I asked angrily. "Mesut I.." He started saying but then he stopped. A long pause was between our words. No one talked. Though, I couldn't wait like that, I couldn't wait till he says something. "DID YOU LIE?? TELL ME!!" I yelled. I heard nothing as a reply but a deep sigh. "Is that your answer?" I asked him angrily. "I have just a thing to tell you! Don't you dare and talk to me again, OK? DON'T YOU DARE!" I warned him so angry and mad. I didn't want to talk to him again. That fucking liar! "C'mon now Mes.. Don't act like that.. I-" he tried to apologize but I hanged up anyway. This day.. This day was the ultimate mess! I had nothing at my head. Nothing I could do or think. Then, the only one person that still loved me came in my mind. Sergio. Hopefully he wasn't hurt, the way I was. I grabbed my keys, my wallet and my phone. I got out of my apartment and walked to my car. I drove to  the airport, having just one thought at my head, nothing else. I was too angry, too hurt to think anything. During the way to the airport, I was also considering Mathieu's words. Those hurtful things. I finally arrived. I parked my car and run inside the building. Flight to Madrid in 10 minutes, please enter the airplane. Thank you! Flight to Barcelona in 15 minutes.. I heard that lady say. I run to the place where I could buy my ticket and then entered the plane. I was ready for that two hour flight. I tried to do anything during the flight so Mathieu could get out of my mind but nothing could fix this problem. When we landed I got out quickly. I was at Madrid. I took a taxi and that man drove me to a very familiar apartment. I paid the taxi driver, got out of the taxi and then sighed deeply. I knocked the door. It opened. Sergio was on the other side, the guy who I wanted to see that moment. He looked at me really surprised. I hugged him though sooo tightly. He hugged me back. He whispered in my ear "Please, stay for the night."

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Stella (: