You are my sunshine ✴ (Mesut Özil fanfic)

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I knew it. I knew that we wouldn't eat pizza tonight. We would make out again, just like every time since our first kiss. He secured my face with his warm hands while kissing me passionately. I kissed him back, biting his lower lip. His hand moved under my shirt and embraced my waist tightly. I got my hands around his neck, not noticing what his hands were doing. They were basically pulling my shirt off my body. But.. Didn't he understand? I couldn't have sex! "Umm.." I murmured and stop that kiss. "What?" He wondered. "Let's just.. eat some pizza.. I'm still hungry." I said. "Thought you were full." He answered me, with that cute smile on his face. Then, he got closer to me, moving his hand around my waist, kissing my neck easily. "Full by what?" I asked him surprised of how fail his question was. I also leaned slightly back, so I could give him a hint to stop kissing me. At that point, we did nothing but kiss. And he was moving too quickly.. He wanted to have sex already! "You know.." he started saying leaning his lips to mine again but this time going down, kissing my jaw while saying "..From all the kisses..". He continued with soft kisses down the way to my neck. The minute he reached it he ended his sentence "..And stuff.". "Well, the truth is that, I'm still hungry.. I.. barely even touched my slice." I admitted. I hardly even say it though, it was almost not accomplishable since he was kissing me like that. He didn't response. He kept on kissing and kissing, touching my body every time tighter and tighter, harder and harder. I was just leaning back every time, since he didn't get any of my signs to back off. "What are you doing?" he asked me muttering. Finally! He noticed! "Why can't we stop for a minute?" I suggested. "Why?" He asked, almost complaining. Did he stop though? No. I had to move my hand in front of his lips, so he could stop finally. "Because we do nothing but make out every time you come around!" I confessed seriously. He was standing in front of me, saying nothing, probably thinking of what I said. After some seconds he responded. "You're right.. I'm sorry.." he apologized, looking down. I wanted to raise his face back up again, but I knew that a kiss would be the result. "It's ok.." I said. "Could I just cuddle you though?" He asked, begging maybe. "Sure, come here.." I answered smiling and raised my arm. He smiled and came close to me, embracing and leaning his head to my chest. I placed my raised hand down again hugging him while keeping on eating my pizza with the other hand. Eating and eating. When I grabbed the fourth slice, I took a look at Mathieu. Oh dear, he was sleeping! So beautifully though, even when he was asleep. I let the slice and carefully stood up. I grabbed him from his legs and placed my hands behind his back. He was in my hug now.. a different kind of hug though. I walked upstairs with him in my hands and placed him in my bed. I checked if he was sleeping, if I woke him up.. But no, I didn't. Man, I'm a pro! I laughed really quietly thinking that. I went downstairs and ate some more pizza. I laid on my sofa, watched some TV. Once I felt tired and sleepy, I walked upstairs, on my way to the second room. Before entering though, I thought 'Why sleep on a different room? My lover was sleeping on my room, that's where I should sleep as well.. right?". Without a second thought, I walked to my room. I laid right next to him and moved my body even closer to his. Got my hand around his waist, like a little child hugs its teddy bear at night, on its bed. I closed my eyes and fell asleep immediately.

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Thanks for reading! Look, I think that I should end the story as soon as possible.. like, I think that a couple of more chapters would be great to end the story and start a new one. Please give your opinion, it really matters to me!