Sanzu had spent the day in a state of anxious tension awaiting you return from work. He had tried to keep himself busy with something , but his mind kept wandering to thoughts of you. As he hears the sound of you unlocking the door and stepping into the house, his heart quickens in his chest.
Sanzu looks at you as you comes in, and he can see the exhaustion on your face. His heart aches to see you tired and worn out, and he feels a pang of guilt for what he has done.
"Hey.. long day at work?"
He tries to keep his tone casual, but he can't hide the concern in his voice.
"yes.. that's crazy.. Rindou never stop working"
Sanzu feels a pang of jealousy at the mention of Rindou's name. The thought of you spending all day working closely with Rindou and being tired out because of it makes him feel uneasy.
"Yeah, Rindou is a bit of a slave driver.."
He tries to joke, hoping to hide his jealousy and guilt with a casual tone. But it's difficult to keep his emotions in check.
You just nodded and continue your way to walk into the room and lay down on the bed. It's been a long day you've had working on the side with Rindou. You really lack of rest lately. Sanzu follows you into the room and watches as you plops down on the bed, exhausted and weary.
"You amust be tired. Do you want me to get you anything? Water, some food?"
He asks, his concern masked with a casual tone. His eyes can't help but linger on your form, lying on the bed.
"no thanks" You don't even look at him because you're so exhausted. Slowly you close your eyes and trying drift to sleep. You also don't take a shower before going to bed either.
Sanzu nods, silently watching you as you lies there, exhausted. The sight of you, tired and weary from your day of work, makes him feel both guilty and protective.
"Okay.. just let me know if you need anything."
He says, his eyes still on you. He stands there awkwardly for a moment, unsure of what to do or say. The memories of what he had done with Akira the night before still weigh heavily on his conscience.
You notice the difference tone and expression in Sanzu. He's been a little weird lately. Sanzu who is usually spoiled and likes to hug you suddenly distanced himself and seemed to be hiding something. "are you okay?" you asked suspiciously.
Sanzu can feel your eyes on him, looking at him with a hint of concern. He tries to feign nonchalance, but he can't keep the guilt and anxiety from slipping out in his voice.
"Uh.. yeah. I'm fine. Just tired, that's all."
He forces a smile, but it feels strained and forced.
"you look nervous"
Sanzu fidgets under her gaze, feeling your eyes on him. He knows he's not doing a very good job of hiding his anxiety and guilt.
"Nervous? Nah, I'm just tired."
He tries to brush off your concern, but it's difficult to keep up the act. He can feel the weight of his guilt bearing down on him, and it's getting harder and harder to hide it from you.
You who are tired feel irritated and sick of hearing his words. Tired? is he tired of you or tired of work? but he never complained of being tired about his job. So, tired of what?
"what's wrong with you?" Your sound cold and irritated.
Sanzu feels you glare on him, and he knows he can't keep up the act any longer. He avoids your gaze, feeling guilty for what he's done and for lying to you.
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MINE • Sanzu HaruchiyoXreaders
عاطفيةNot many people could have run ins with Sanzu and live to tell the tale- maybe you were special or just a stroke of luck. Your presence was refreshing, you didn't try and change him like all the others righteous annoyances did. You two live together...
