𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔

❄︎𝗜 𝗖𝗔𝗡!❄︎

I guess Radhi understood my hint because I gave a proper hint. After that she followed her old routine and I even went to my work. I was not able to concentrate on my work, everytime I went into deep thinking. Will she give me permission? Will we ever end up together? I shouldn't think like this but this fear of my love being one sided is eating me. I could sound selfish but I want to be loved by the person who I love and that's Radhi. I know that she is my soulmate but will she ever love me? I know I have an effect on her like she has on me, but……..?

I really hate this doubt which I have in me. The day turned into evening but these questions were still revolving around my head. When I reached home, I found Radhi. She looked at me and our eyes met but she averted her gaze to the other side and walked away. But why….?? This is giving me stress now. Did I do something wrong? Did I do wrong by expressing my feelings?

The evening even turned into night but Radhi didn't choose once to talk to me. I think I have made an awkward situation between us, But I didn't want to do that. 

I came back to my room, I didn't feel like eating today So just said sorry for wasting my side of food to the god I came here to keep my mind stable. Adarsh came after some time, yawning. He climbed on the bed and lay down beside me. I was covering my whole body with the comforter. Because it's my habit, whenever I'm in stress I do these things, keeping myself in a cocoon. Adarsh tapped on my shoulder once but I ignored it. Next he tried to pull my comforter but I didn't let it go. So next he did something which made me come out of my comforter, he straight lay down on me. What…! I'm not a sofa or bed on which he is laying.

“What is this stupidity, Adarsh!??” I yelled at him, my eyes were shut at first, when I opened I didn't find adarsh. I looked here and there but no use.

“Where did he disappear?” I asked particularly no one but I got an answer.

“Here,...Ahh…!” I found him fallen down. He was rubbing his back while making a weird face.

“What bhai….!” He yelled.

“What….! Who told you to climb on me.!?” I fired back.

He stood up and came to his place still rubbing his back. I couldn't help but laugh at his state.

“What happened bhai??” He asked out of nowhere.

“ Nothing.” I said. Then he raised his eyebrows in a doubtful way and it clicked me. I again lay down and faced him my back.

“ I know something is wrong. If not, you would have beaten me for what I did.” He said.

I didn't say anything.

“Did Aaru reject you?” I instantly turned my head at him and gave a deadly glare to him.

“So what happened?”  He asked and I stood up and said,

“She did not say anything.” I said while lowering my eyes playing with my ring gifted by my mom.

“Did you try talking to her?” He asked, I looked at him and shook my head.