Tainted

Ten/Deal(Artemis)

🎵Chapter Song~ Sparks Fly(TV) by Taylor Swift

Five months later..

"You know you still have like seven months, until his mother questions why you guys haven't convinced yet right"Nyla said casually as she bit into her grape.

"This is wired Nyla"

"And you went along with it"

I finally told her the truth about my marriage, about Apollo, she was hella mad I mean I do get it I would be mad to but at the same time she understood my reason. Cyrus and I got married five months ago, I've been Luna for five months and everything as changed. Mine and Cyrus's relationship has changed the most, we barley talk to each other and I don't understand why we got so distant, the night of the wedding we talked and it felt great than two weeks later it was like we took five steps back.

"What am I supposed to do Nyla"

"Hello, seductive game" she smirked.What

"What did you say"

"Seduce him"

"Are you crazy" I raised my brow.

"Artemis, you are gonna have to have a kid with him, your married, mates for life"

"Fake mates"

"That fake doesn't matter anymore, not when you guys did the blood bond"
I sighed and rested my head back on the wall she's right.
Could he sense I didn't want a kid, could he tell something was wrong.

I dreamed of having kids, but when your family has a secret that could disturb the whole wolf family, well I didn't want a kid, especially when no one can know.
"Nyla, what if-" I want to tell her so badly, but I shouldn't not when dangerous people are out there

"What"she looked up at me.
I really wanna tell her..but I can't
"Nothing am just exhausted"

"Look I love you with all my heart but this is your life now, you married your mate even though he's not your real mate, that blood bond basically makes you mates"

"We don't even have the effects, I feel like am betraying the Moon Goddess"

"Your mate rejected you, you have every right to be happy, hey maybe you don't feel it now but soon you'll finally get what you always wanted"

"And this is why your my best friend"

"Plus you got really lucky in the mate department, He's one fine as hell man" she fanned herself.
I looked at her and we both cracked up.
"Get your own" I slapped her arm.

"Who knew he would grew up to be extremely attractive" she's not wrong there

"I just don't know what to do" I mean I do but I can't
I needed to do something, I've been hashing out the thought for months now, afraid to do it cause I know what it would mean.

"Hey you okay"Nyla grabbed my hand.

"Yeah, sorry am just thinking to much about it"

"Hey everything will be alright"

"Thanks"

Two Hours Later..