Meant To Be

Chapter 7- Late Night Talks

You were really having lots of fun on the tour. And somehow the person who was making it the most fun was John. You and John hung out al the time now. You got to know him really well he told you all about his childhood and about his love for music. You opened up to him about your break up with Scott and how it hurt you. You two would stay up and watch movies you had been in. You had only done three movies and only one of them was decently successful. You hated watching yourself on the tv it was cringey to you. It was probably about 2 am and you and John were lying in the hotel room bed watching one of the movies you had been in John said he really really wanted to watch it he even gave you puppy eyes you kept refusing but eventually you said yes because you couldn't say no to johns puppy eyes. Fuck... the more and more time you and John spent with each other the more and more you began to develop a crush on him. That terrified you what is he didn't feel the same or worse what if he did like you and you had a messy break up and then you could never hang out with the band or Anthony would kill him if he hurt you and him and Anthony had already been on thin ice throughout the tour so far. But here you were laying your head on his bare chest cuddling in bed. You turned your eyes to the tv and saw you on the screen you closed your eyes and put your hands over your eyes "Ugh I hate how I look on screen I look like awful" you said. "I think you look beautiful" John said looking down at you. You blushed. "What was that Mr.Frusciante?" You asked teasingly. That's when the moment felt like time froze and suddenly John leaned his neck down to reach your face and his soft pink lips gently met yours his lips applied light pressure against yours his hand began to rub your breast while the other one tangled in your hair. Your tongues tangled and danced around in each other mouths. It was beautiful and you realized how much you really had a lot of special feelings for John. John pulled away and smiled at you admiring your face. You could feel yourself flush. "I said your beautiful" John said. You bit your lip. You sighed. "Fuck" you said sitting up off of Johns chest. "What did I do something wrong you know I just thought that it was right you know" John said. You looked into his hazel eyes they looked worried you didn't wanna hurt John, John was special you were just scared. "No John it is right it's all right and I'm just I'm-" "Your perfect y/n" John said. And then that's when you felt it. A tear fell. John was so perfect you didn't deserve him. John wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his chest and let you cry. "It's ok y/n take your time it's ok" he stroked your hair and just held you. You wanted to be with John you really did you just didn't want to get more hurt you didn't want this to end like  how it did with Scott but John wasn't Scott so maybe it would be different. You wiped your tears away. "I wanna be with you John." You said. "I wanna be with you too y/n"