"John please open the door please please" you begged and begged. As you banged on the door shared hotel room. The boys were now in Japan and had a show in 45 minutes but John refused to leave the room and refused to let you in. "No y/n there is no goddamn way that you or Anthony or anyone is coaxing me onto that stage!" John yelled from inside the room."John you don't have to play John you don't I don't care about the band we'll figure that out later just let me in to talk!" You yelled back. This all started earlier today at sound check John messed up a guitar part Anthony made some comment about how he better not do that tonight greenie and every since then John went back to the hotel room and refused to let you in. You could hear John having a sort of breakdown around in the room. There was a lot of banging and banging and banging over and over and over. "John! Stop it your gonna get hurt John stop your being crazy John just let me in please!" You pleaded tears streaming down your face. You finally managed to open the door and what you saw was horrific. John looked like a mad man banging his arm and wrist as hard as he could against the desk in the hotel room. You ran over to him grabbing his arm to make him stop "What the hell are you doing John!?" You yelled trying to hold him back standing in between him and the desk. "Let go of me y/n goddamnit!" John yelled at you as he ripped his arm out of your grasp. "What the fuck are you doing trying to break your arm!" You yelled at him sobbing. "It's none of your business y/n I'm done with you I'm done with this fucking band I'm done with everything." John spat as he began throwing clothes into a duffel bag. "John please-" you begged sobbing. "John let me come with you you can leave the band just let me come please!" You cried. "No y/n don't fucking follow me leave me alone" John yelled back at you as he zipped up the bag walked towards the door and slammed right in your face leaving. John was gone. And you were shattered. You loved John he was a spark of hope he meant everything to you but he threw you away he didn't mean what he said he was struggling right now and you wanted to help but he wouldn't let you. Your knees buckled as you fell to the ground of the hotel room and just sobbed your heart out.
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Meant To Be
FanfictionY/n is a successful actress in the 90s. Her relationship with lead singer of Stone Temple Pilots began to take a turn for the worst she has no choice but to move in with her best friend Anthony Kiedis and Flea and the rest of the RHCP guys and when...
