Jenna Ortega Imagines (gxg)

you feel insecure during intimacy (requested)

Author's Note: So, fair warning, while this isn't smut because as I've said before I don't feel comfortable writing that, this chapter is a little more... steamy than my usual chapters. I would say it's close to smut, just not fully, but it implies it.

I know sometimes people get mad at me for leaving you hanging but please understand that I'm just not comfortable doing smut in full detail.

I've always said that in time, that could change and I might eventually decide to write new things like that. But until then, you get content like this.

I love you all and hope you enjoy this because it's very different from what I usually write!

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The feeling of Jenna's lips brushing along your neck brought you a rush of bliss like you've never felt before.

You wondered if she could feel how fast your heart was hammering against your chest as she kissed and caressed your skin.

This isn't the first time Jenna has kissed or touched you but it was always pretty innocent and didn't lead to anything more than just a passionate make-out session.

Tonight is different than all those other times though because tonight, you and Jenna are taking things a step further.

It's been a few months since you first got together and until tonight, being intimate was something you didn't want.

You wanted to take things slow and see where they went and Jenna, being the sweetest angel on earth, was so incredibly supportive of that.

She never pressured you into going further.

She never asked if you were ready or showed any sign of impatience because she knew that when you felt ready to be intimate with her, you'd tell her.

That's what you did tonight because, finally, it feels right.

You're ready.

Or, at least you're pretty sure that you are.

As she trails her kisses down your body and begins to let her hands wander a little more, moving to your thighs and, eventually to the inside of them, you feel a little nervous.

"Can I take your shorts off, my love?" She asked.

Your shirt had already landed on the floor a bit ago.

It was time your shorts landed right there with it.

"Yeah."

"Are you sure?" She asked and stared into your eyes to make sure she could see what you were feeling.

You nodded and just a second later, she undid the strings on your shorts and pulled them down your legs before tossing them across the room.

All that was left was one article of clothing.

As Jenna looked you up and down, she also began to slip her hand beneath your underwear and your heart began to hammer against your chest.

"Wait."

She instantly pulled her hands away from your body and looked into your eyes again rather than at your chest.

"What is it, darling?"

You nervously bit your lip.

"Are you having second thoughts?"

"I don't know." You said before sighing a little. "I just feel a little insecure."

"About what?" She frowned.

"Where you're looking."

"At your chest?"

You nodded.

"Do you want me to look somewhere else?" She asked and you shrugged your shoulders.

"Jenna, this is the first time I've ever done anything like this before. I've never let anyone touch me or look at me the way you are tonight. Sometimes, I get a little insecure. There are things I don't like about myself."

"Baby, I understand that. Everyone feels that way from time to time. You're human, my love. It's okay to feel insecure sometimes. I get that way too."

"You do? Even though you're the prettiest girl the world has ever seen?"

She laughed and brushed her fingers across your cheek.

"That's how I see you. I see you as the most beautiful girl to ever exist. I understand that you feel insecure because everyone has their insecurities. But in my eyes, you don't have any reason to be. Because you're so beautiful."

"Really?" You asked with a smile.

"Yeah. I mean it with all my heart. You're beautiful, so incredibly beautiful. Every time I've taken an article of clothing off of you, I've had to take a moment to try and contain myself. Because all I want to do is show you how stunning you are to me. My heart feels like it's going to explode when I look at you! I love you, Y/N. I love every inch of you."

Your breath hitched as she began to trail her fingers down your body.

"I love you too."

She smiled and kissed the corners of your lips lovingly.

"I can't get over how breathtaking you are. Every part of you, every inch of you, is leaving me in awe. You're just gorgeous. I can't take my eyes off of you."

Your heart fluttered over her words.

"And all I want to do is touch you and make you feel beautiful. Instead of just telling you, I want you to feel it. I want you to feel how I see you every day, which is that you're the most gorgeous girl to ever exist and I'm so lucky to call you mine."

"Have you looked in the mirror lately, Jenna? That's you."

She shook her head with a laugh.

"So I'm the first one you're letting see you this way?"

"And touch."

"How fucking lucky I am? What did I do so right?" She whispered as she kissed your jaw.

"You can touch me."

She smiled as she looked back into your eyes.

"You're sure?"

"Yeah. I love it when you tell me how beautiful I am. It makes me feel good about myself. I don't feel insecure now. I want you."

She moved down your body once more, her lips brushing against every inch of your skin.

"You make me feel like I'm the prettiest girl in the world."

"That's because you are, darling." She said as she kissed the inside of your thighs. "But you felt that with my words. Let me make you feel that in a different way. You think my words make you feel good? Let's see how my fingertips can make you feel, sweet girl."

And you were certain your heart was going to burst out of your chest.

It was going to be an amazing night, one that you'd never forget about and would certainly want to experience for the rest of your life.