People say ; healing is way more harder then to living with pain
XIX : unknown feelings
"Where did you get hurt?" Soobin ask his voice is deep and dark. Shivering down everyone which is present here.
He glare at maids and all of them look down "didn't I told you not let him work or if he need anything give him, then when the fuck he get hurt?" He said more like a threat.
Everyone look scared, there is dead silent no one is speaking. While yeonjun look at soobin with unknown eyes and unknown expression.
He himself don't know this unknown feeling, he is happy as he finally know that soobin care. He cares about him.
He don't know how but pain vanishes, he looks at soobin no doubt he looks angry but yeonjun can't see that anger he sees the cares which hide behind this expression.
He can't explain but he seeing things which he meant to see before. Because soobin never have hate for him. He is just too blind to see that
But now he can clearly see. He come closer to soobin as soobin look down to him. Unknowngly yeonjun smiled.
He may not know, but for soobin, his heart skipped the beat which he didn't notice or he didn't want to notice.
Soobin hold yeonjun wrist and walk towards where the chair and couch is are. He made yeonjun sit one of them and look at the maid and said
"First aid" he said and maid quickly bring it. Without saying anything soobin start treating yeonjun wound which looks deep
There still silence no one is speaking. And yeonjun is looking at soobin or we can say admiring him.
"He is handsome~" he whispered to himself as he looked soobin eyes which are so much focus on his hand. His hand is gently holding hand. How carefully he applied that medicine.
And he smiled looking at him. Which does not go unnoticed by everyone who is present there.
They can tell what yeonjun is feeling but for him it is still an unknown feeling.
"You shouldn't keep the wound open like this" soobin speaks looking at yeonjun as he presses the cotton on his wound as yeonjun hiss a little bit.
Yeonjun doesn't reply as soobin continues "you know open wound always hurt the most" soobin said looking again that area where yeonjun get hurt as yeonjun take deep breath.
As he thinks
That's why soobin hurt that much, because when his wounds are open there is no one here to treat them,
"It will get worse if don't treat" soobin speak
Yes it gets worse because soobin doesn't let anyone treat that wound, it gets worse because no one is that gentle when he is in pain
Yeonjun understands how he has to first protect the area where soobin is hurt which is his heart, before healing that wound yeonjun have to know what is cause
Soobin have open wound from so many years now that wound need to treat, now soobin need to protection which he gives too everyone,
He needs someone who understands him, someone who read his eyes, someone who can tell what is in his heart
Someone who can love him.
Yeonjun again take deep breath thinking all about this, as he subconsciously remeber whatever happened in the market.
As he speaks
"sometimes people leave wounds open to know how much it hurts"~
He looked at the soobin reaction in which soobin chuckled
"sometimes people leave wounds open as they know there is no one coming to heal you"~
Yeonjun refers to the incident as he knows how every word still hurts him while soobin refers to the past which never gets away from this.
Yeonjun looked at soobin's eyes and he saw the pain this time not hate just an unknown pain.
He touched the soobin's cheek while the soobin didn't even the faze, and Yeonjun was caressing his cheek.
He don't know but at that movement he want to take all soobin pain. He caressing gently as he back away and look down.
In embarassment. His ear and cheek are red as he ask to himself "what he is even thinking?". Soobin smiled and chuckled.
As he takes the box and stands up from the kneel down poster and leans forward to yeonjun ear and speaks
"It's okay I am your husband you have every right on me" yeonjun look up at him the surprised look. And soobin just smiled and walked away.
He again sits on the table and Yeonjun looks down to his hand which now has proper protection of medicine and bandage.
He also take deep breath and stand looking at the trio at the dinning table. "I promise I do everything I can do to bring happiness on this table again" he said to himself as he make way towards them.
He about to walk futher and passed soobin and soobin spoke in his ordering yet considering voice "sit and eat with us" he said looking at yeonjun.
Yeonjun stop in his track and he don't know why but his heartbeat increase. He feels special he feels like he is a member of this family.
He trun around and silently pulled the chair and sit down. While avoiding eye contact with the duo which are tae and Kai.
"thank you" yeonjun mumbles to soobin as all of them start eating.
The head maid smiled and whip her happy tear-
"Finally they start looking like family"
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What do you think which past soobin refering about?? What is his past??
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