Moonlight 💫

~Chapter 19~

Feraye had spent the entire night thinking about Ates about last night , about the conversation that they had ,  She felt a mix of confusion and hope, unsure of what the future held for them. The conversation had unveiled emotions she hadn't fully acknowledged before. Now, she was left wondering if this could be the beginning of something new.

He wanted to leave and she understood why but she couldn't wrap her head around it ,she couldn't let him leave ,even though her and Yaman were back together now Ates was the one on her mind 24/7 she couldn't stop thinking about him. Being back with Yaman should have brought her a sense of stability and comfort, but instead, it only added layers of complexity to her feelings. She couldn't deny the deep connection she felt with Ates, which made her question the authenticity of her current relationship. Torn between loyalty and newfound passion, Feraye struggled to figure out where her heart truly belonged.

Feraye's memories of Ates kept resurfacing, flooding her mind with vivid images of their shared laughter and late-night conversations that felt effortlessly natural. She remembered the way his eyes lit up when he talked about his dreams, and the gentle touch of his hand that always made her feel understood and cherished. Each memory intensified her longing, making it even harder to navigate the emotional maze she found herself in.

''why can't i stop thinking about you ?'' She said to herself . She felt her heart sink as she realized she would never be able to forget him. She took a deep breath and prepared for the inevitable.

''Who can't you stop thinking about?'' She heard a voice ask. She looked up to see a familiar face standing before her.

''Yaman?'' she whispered. He smiled and nodded. She could feel her heart racing and her cheeks flushing.

''I wanted to see you before i left , i am going to the court today i'm finally going to get a divorce i will be free and then i can finally marry you'' he said kissing her cheeks ,which if she were to be honest made her uncomfortable. She forced a smile, but inside, a storm of emotions raged. Part of her felt guilty for not reciprocating his excitement, while another part of her couldn't shake the thought of Ates. The idea of marrying Yaman should have filled her with joy, yet all she felt was a nagging doubt and an inescapable yearning for someone else. She forced a smile and looked away. She felt a wave of sadness wash over her.

Ates had a way of making her feel alive in ways Yaman never could. With him, every moment felt electric, filled with a sense of adventure and deep emotional connection. The very thought of Ates brought a warmth to her heart and a spark to her eyes, a stark contrast to the growing emptiness she felt with Yaman.

She wanted to be alone with Ates ,just the two of them in the countryside, away from the chaos of the city. She envisioned a cozy cabin nestled among tall, whispering pines, with a gentle stream flowing nearby. The air would be crisp and filled with the scent of wildflowers, and the only sounds would be birdsong and the rustling of leaves. It would be a perfect escape where they could relax and connect with each other. They would spend hours wandering through fields of wildflowers, laughing and sharing dreams under the open sky.

''Yaman don't you think that's too soon, believe it or not but i don't want you to break Aleyna's heart divorcing would just complicate things even if you get a divorce today you really think that she'll let us be together after you broke her heart last night?''

''Feraye i wanna marry you as soon as possible, i don't who's feeling gets hurt i only care about you'' 

''plus i don't Ates to steal you from me'' he said as he hugged her.

She couldn't believe what she had just heard. Did Yaman really believe that Ates was trying to steal her?

Feraye's eyes widened in shock, and she pulled back slightly to look at Yaman. She searched his face for any hint of doubt or insecurity, trying to understand the depth of his jealousy. "Yaman, Ates is just a friend, he wasn't trying to steal me from you he didn't even know we were together, he was just trying to protect me " she said softly, her voice tinged with both reassurance and confusion.