Moonlight 💫

~Chapter 15~

"I can't believe that out of all the people in this town you choose to marry her , I just can't believe it Ates  what exactly do you see in that girl ? She has nothing to offer you , are you trying to kill me ?, do want do die is that what you want ?"

Ever since he had announced his engagement to  Ates hasn't known peace, his Mother and Grandfather on one side and his brother on the other ,why did his brother hate him so much?, he had  no idea and if he was being honest he didn't care anymore , he was exhausted by the thought of endlessly fighting with his ignorant which was already draining .

''you barely know her , why are you in  such a rush to marry her ?'' yaman asked. ''you came here and everything changed for the worst and now you want to suddenly marry a girl that you barely know and claim to love , do you really think that any of us believe you ?''

Ates had never wanted to punch his brother until now .

what in the world was his problem ?, why was he so upset about their engagement? ,Ates had no idea .

" To be honest with you little brother I don't care about what you think  ." He stood up saying  .
" I am tired of you guys acting as if it's the end of the world, I am tired of you guys acting like I'm a child like I can't make my own decisions, Feraye and i love each other very much and we decided together to get married , and I know that she might not be rich enough for you guys but she's enough for me , so please I beg of you to respect her because as of today she will be part of this family and nothing is going to change that" 

''Ates I beg please to think about this you can't possibly think that girl is worth it,is that the real reason you came here ? '' his mom ran after him shouting 

''Mom I came here because you told me you were sick ever since then all i've been trying to do is take care of you guys , but why is it a problem when I finally want something for myself?''

why did they think that they could control his life whenever they felt like it 

Ates hated lying especially to his family but he had promise Feraye that he would help her no matter and that's exactly what he was going to do , he had to the realization that when it came to Feraye he was willing to do absolutely anything to make her happy, which some would find selfish at one point but he didn't care.

He wanted to be close to her all the time , she was always on his mind no matter how hard he tried to focus on other things , she was always his first priority the first person he thought of whenever he woke up in the morning and the last whenever he went to sleep, at first he thought that he might be going insane but he grew to understand that he was just in love with her , there was no use to hiding it because it was true .

He loved her more than anything else in this world, it was the first time he felt something like this for anyone ever since him and his ex girlfriend had broken up .Ates had try avoiding relationships  altogether but now , he was ready, ready to be married to the woman he loves, ready to become a Father to her child , ready to take care of him or her as if it were his own , ready to love them both equally and endlessly, ready to give Feraye the life that she deserves, really to tell her how much she meant to him even though he knew that she didn't feel the same and probably never will .

"You really  love her, don't you?" Okan had questioned him as he sat next to him in the veranda drinking tea.

''yes I do and I will stand by and watch anybody mistreat her"

If Ates wasn't mistaken, he could swear that okan's facial expressions changed following his reply.

"What's the matter?, why are you  making that face " he inquired of his younger brother, who seemed anxious.