Cheers to the end times

Chapter 33

"Ready?" Eve knocked and asked.

I was currently fidgeting with the fril of my my white dress, standing in from of the royal gold mirror. My dress was something out of a victorian era. It was basically a night dress, silk and net gave a contrasting look of lazy and class while the fitting left a lot to imagine with a needed tease at the neck line. I was thankful for not having to wear something vulgar or showy. The last thing I wanted was to look like a bimbo.

"I think so.." I hummed and turned to greet the girl whom I have come to like. She always worked so hard, sometimes I felt like she deserved to be the queen more than me.
She would have been perfect for him, any were female would but me. But Alas! The luck was never on our side.

"Ethereal!!! My queen...." Her eyes widened and mouth opened, happiness and appreciation falling without words.

"Exaggerating" I rolled my eyes at her playfully and signaled her to show me the way.
I was a bride on her way to the wedding night, this reality alone sent shivers down my bone. After this night.. I won't remain untouched or rather ... Pure.
It might sound absurd but a male touch was something I always refrained from, even back at the colony when humanity was at verge of ending, lot of my friends took boyfriends or even husbands at a young age. They blamed it on the declining population but I knew they just wanted to explore.

I refrained from it, waiting for the right time and give myself to someone who I may not love but trust enough to share my body with, possibly a human. And the irony is... That now I have to loose my virtue to a man who wasn't even human.

My thoughts trailed and so did my feet. Now I was near his room according to Eve. Due to my overthinking I hadn't noticed the sudden change of environment this specific area had where the king lived.
Darkness and grey surrounded every corner and it took everything in me to pick my dress up to the knees and run for dear life.

Eve suddenly stopped near a big wooden frame that looked like it housed a giant rather than rude human size king of wolves.

Knockkkk
"Sire ... Your bride is here" eve said and turned to give me a smile.
The door creaked and out came the devil all in his glory.
He wore a silk shirt with puffed sleeves, the threads at the collar undone and giving a view of his chest. I had to gulp several times and I hadn't even looked at him.
He smelled of rain and new soap which irritated and calmed me at the same time, if it was possible.

"Hello .. dear" his gruff voice made me raise my eyes towards him.
The moment I looked at him made want to dig my grave. He stared at me so intensely that even EVE felt UN easy and decided to quietly walk away.

"I..I hm
.

Helloo!"my words came out breaking at every point.

"Eve went away.." he looked at me and grimaced as if I was the one who scared her with his poor self control and shameless stare that screamed 'dirty'.
"Yeah
.....
May be  she thought you were busy looking at something" it came before I could stop. Me and my bitchy mouth...

He smirked and stepped aside to let me in the room.
I took a large breath and finally walked towards my doom.
"Let's get done with it" I murmured.

The room was dimly lit and smelled of daisies and menthol. It was lavish and contained a big bed in the middle that faced a large balcony with golden Walls around. You could clearly see the shore from the balcony and that was something I genuinely liked in the room.
There was also a small door at the side which was may be a bathroom or so I thought.

As I was standing admiring the architecture, I felt a presence behind me. It was so close that I could feel warm breath on my neck. I knew who he was and what was he upto.

I turned around and looked at him with  fear.
Fear.. yes I Feared him now for he was the one to be able to destroy me or let me live at peace now.

"I don't love YOU" I said looking at him with determination and tried to escape from the situation for the last time.
"I know.." he replied and moved a step closer.

".     .... And I don't want to do this.... Plz don't make me do this" I begged him like the fool I was.
"I.. I won't be able to look at my self after this.. plzzz.."my sentence broke at the end with my whimpering.

"I won't ever hurt you ... I.. why don't you understand.. I need this..we .. both need this" his voice laced with determination and panick and anger ,all at once.

"Ridiculous!!!" I exclaimed and tried to turn away from him but he catches my hand and pulled me to his chest.

" You promised MATE" He said in his hard, merciless tone.

And that did it to stop me from protesting and freeing myself from his cage.
I looked at the stranger for sometime with detest and amazement.
How I thought he could be different that I could try to talk him out of it. That I could make a man understand unlike my mother.
But guess what I was just like her. We both were not The women who's tears broke men or who could make a man change himself...
No...
We were the ones who were broke by them. I stepped away from him and stayed still like a life less body.

"Okay then... Do.. what you want... I won't stop you.."

     " But don't expect me to love that spawn of yours or yourself" I said and pulled my dress down.

Virtue pooled at my feet, breath shaking and shame vanished. I stood there like a whore, breeding mare to be bred and to warm a rich man's bed.
I had become someone now who I hated.
That night I didn't cry.. nor of pain or nor of pleasure.
I layed still, basking in his pleasure and my destruction.

I was a woman now not some girl, but not by choice but by helplessness.
Was this my fate, to be a warm body to something cold.
To be emptied and then be filled with passion that I didn't even ask for.