Cheers to the end times

Chapter 35

Her POV

It was a shiny morning when I woke up. I opened my one eye and took in my surroundings without moving an inch and then sat up without a thought but soon all the memories from before came right at once, When the pain between my legs shot right to my core, my eyes squeezed from the wrath I felt for a certain someone and naturally I looked at his place on the bed from last night.

"Beast.." I groaned and tried to move slowly but as I did the bloody scene from last night emerged between the ripples of the bedsheet.

"Oh.. my.." I gasped and checked myself for any possible injury he had caused last night but other than some swelling and the pain, I couldn't find anything.

"I swear I am gonna kill him.." I groaned and fell back in the pillow, not worrying about the covers that fell from my chest.

"I heard my name.." his voice came and then he was standing in from of me suddenly. It will really take me a decade to be accustomed with his magic tricks, I thought.

"No.. I answered and looked at him but his line of sight was somewhere else.
"What are you lo- ahhhh?!!!" I screamed and covered myself hurriedly.
He just stood there and rolled his eyes like this wasn't a big deal.
"It was nice seeing you so comfortable in our chambers.." he bluntly said and sat on the foot of the bed, his broad back facing me.
He was still in his trousers or whatever from last night and no shirt that was making a very uncomfortable environment yet again.

"I..I think we should both be appropriately dressed before talking about anything.." I tightened my hands on the quilt around me and looked at his form.
"Yeeaahhh..." He stood up and turned to walk towards me. As he came right in front of me and raised his hands...

"What..what are you doing?????" I panicked and moved away from him, wincing in the process.
"Damn this pain.." I groaned and breathed deeply.

"Carrying you to the bathroom?" He said as if it was the most sensible thing in the world.

"Um what??? I mean...No.no?!!" I looked at him astonishingly.
"I can do that by myself.. "
"No you can't, you are in Pain .." he ended with his deep stare.
"Fine just drop me at the door and no touching alright?" I raised my brows at him.
" I am werewolf not a vampire, I can't levitate you there my love without touching" he sighed and picked me up against my protests.
" It's not like I haven't seen it before" he smirked and looked at me on our way to the bathroom.
And that switched something in me.
May be it was anger or sadness but the next second my lethal words got out before I could stop them.

"Yes it is ... You were more busy in chasing your high last night, I doubt you even remember my touch per alone how I look." I smiled at him venomously and got down.
He didn't move an inch until I was near the bath tub. I didn't pay any heed to him and started filling it up.
As I stood there, I could feel eyes on me and it wasn't hard to guess whose it was.
"Can you go now? I am sure you don't wash your tissue paper after using them.." it was even hurtful for me to say all this but I had to get it out somehow, I had to make him feel the pain I was going through Right now or else it would kill me.

"ENOUGHHH !!! " he yelled and lunches forward.
I was so shocked that before I could get aware of the happening, i was pressed against the wall.
He grapped my arms and pushed me on the near by  wall.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY HUH?" he looked scary but I was in another world today. Nothing scared me now.
May be it was because of what happened last night but now his eyes didn't scare me.

"Are you deaf MATE?" I pulled the last straw and before I knew he picked me up and threw me inside the pool like tub.

"Splash...." I didn't know how to swim and it was a deep pool so it was getting difficult to stay on the surface.

" You .. idiot... I don't know how
...to sw ughh ughh swim" I screamed in between my coughs.

"Don't worry love, I will teach you"
and with in a second he was inside the pool with, clothes off and swimming towards me with full pace.

"Got you..." He said slowly and pulled me by me waist, my cover long forgotten at the pool side.
His body was firmly pressed against me and felt every part of his body on me.
And the worst part was my front was pressed to his chest.

But I didn't have a choice other than hanging on to him tightly otherwise I would drown and I hadn't enough energy to resist him too.

He grapped my face and made me look at him, if he felt something from this intimate position, he was very good at masking it while me on the other side felt my soul taunting me for staying with him like this

"See... You are not a used cloth that I use and discard Not a hole that I rutted in to forget ...You are my part and my heart...  You are my want and my need, ... You drown and I drown too" he said looking hardly at me, his eyes angry red.

I couldn't do anything rather than cough and hold on to him tightly.  and tear up.

"You see how am I holding on to you? " My voice broke and his eyes found mine.
He nodded and waited for me to complete.
" If anyone walks in on us right now they will think we are in love, that I am holding on to my husband out of desire and love... But you and I both know that I hold onto you to stay afloat, to breath... Not put of affection...

.... And thats exactly what our marriage is about..
My excuse to live and your excuse love...." I said and looked away.
He remained quiet after that. We stayed like that for an hour and then he helped me out of the pool.
This time he left me at the side of the pool and walked away,not looking behind once.
His back was flexed, muscles tensed.
May be I hurt him but he deserves it for a thousand times and more.

I thought as I caught my breath and wrapped the cover around me.