#𝙠𝙖𝙮𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙘..
He eventually turned the corner and opened up a gate seeing what looked like a secret garden.
'"You found this how?"
"Come on" he leaned forward to grab my hand and pull me towards him, he closed the gate behind us...
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Carmen Aiko Walker | 19 | YouTuber
I really did not know what I was thinking inviting Kay up to my apartment to be honest I was trying to use every moment of us being together to test him to see if he's intentions with me are really pure.
During my little research project why they saying that this stay cheating? That shit is so unattractive to me. How hard is it for you to break up with somebody or to not cheat at all it's seriously not that hard.
I wanna scream just thinking about it.
I didn't want to bring it up cause we not that close with each other but when I do get comfortable to the point when I can start asking questions about his past even if we just close friends in the end you gotta let me know how and why you did what you did.
At some point I do want to trust and believe that he is a genuine person but as of right now he getting a lot of side eyes from me for one cause I had a cheating ass nigga that stayed feeding me lies and would listen to them cause he was older than me so I thought he knew better.
When I was 16-17 I felt like older guys were more mature than me so I would listen cause what would lil old 16/17 year old me know? It was only until I started to read through the lines and found out he was cheating.
I knew some was wrong cause I just had that random feel in my stomach every time I would find something he would lie and cover it up. He could lie real good too Ion get how someone could come up with lies so fast and have them rolling off the tongue like there's no tomorrow.
I noticed that I was becoming more distant within our relationship and that's when I just listened to my gut and broke up with him.
I was with him for six months and ended up getting back with an ex I was on and off with.
It was like that with us cause we would have our honeymoon stages and then he would switch up get all nonchalant on me so I would break up with him and tell him to get his shit together cause you clearly not fit for a relationship if you fighting some damn demons.
He would tell me he misses me and how he's changed and because my dumbass loved him due to him being my first ever serious boyfriend I didn't know how to act and trusted that he would act right.
Until we had got into an argument and why this fuck nigga put his hands on me and tried to justify it by saying it's cause my hand brushed his shoulder when I was arguing with him and he felt threatened.
I was stunned never been so speechless in my life blood was just gushing out my nose from how hard and quick he hit me. I ran out the house being completely afraid of him cause how you gon punch the fuck out my nose and start crying?
