Kevin Perez | Kay Flock | 20 | Drill Rapper
It's been a couple weeks since I told Carmen that I love ha and Ion know shit different, every time some happens it changes what we got going on for the better and it be confusing me but Ion question none. It's that how shit supposed to go Imma let it.
I ain't think I was gon be the first in a relationship to ever say that I love the female cause females be dashing that word out like it don't mean none so Ion be telling no one that I love them if they not family.
Meaning my little sister and my moms, Ion know I just be expecting those that I fuck with to know what it is without me saying none, Ion need to keep ya reminding ya ass cause that shit sound gay to me when niggas is not my girl.
So shit not the same if I wanna make Carmen the mother to my kids what I look like not telling ha I love her and other shit like that.
Ain't no point in being with ha if I wasn't in love with ha cause shit like that be a waste a time. That's how I be seeing it and I ain't going for the whole Imma make you my girl just for us not to last.
With Carmen I know what we got going on is going to last, I been told ha ass before that whole shit even happened with ha if she need space and I can give ha that but ain't no breaks and ain't no going weeks without saying none to each other.
That's why I was pissed when she blocked me cause we supposed to be grown so why niggas not acting like it. We passed all that though and onto some new so Ion wanna stress bout some that happened a while back.
In the next couple days I got a music video coming out so I been tryna get shit together cause a nigga supposed to be linking up with Lil Tjay tomorrow to finish the track we got coming out.
Ion know bout the rest of these niggas but I'm tryna make big moves this year, people been telling me that I'm covered cause I got a talent for music but that'n mean none to me if I ain't putting in hard work to get my name out there.
I need to see '𝐊𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊' every where and I mean that, I got a couple thousand more followers from that video I posted with Carmen, me being in jail, the camera footage from the shootout but Ion want niggas following me cause of other that got to me with a nigga.
I need people following me cause I need to know niggas really fucking with my music, any show I go to sometimes I stop rapping cause a nigga to see what I got going on and this is some that gon support the lifestyle I want for myself and for Carmen.
Cause ha ass not going nowhere word to my deads.
I ain't referring to a luxury lifestyle cause Carmen got that already but I'm taking bout the for the time when a nigga decides to have a family. Don't nobody wanna be struggling.
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