Mischa's Pov:
I'm laying on my mattress staring at the ceiling. It's like 6am, too early to get ready for school. Noel is still fast asleep next to me, his arm stretched out over my chest. I decide that I've been staring at the ceiling for long enough, and get up to go to the bathroom that's connected to the basement.
As I close the door behind me, I turn to look in the bathroom mirror. It's as if only now, after last night's events, I see how.. Sick I look. And no, not in a cool way. I look ill. My collarbones are sticking out too much, and I look so.. I don't know. But I don't like what I see.
I think about what happened last night with Noel, I asked him to help me. Like, actually help, not just suggest.
And now he's going to help.
Thinking about this makes my heart race, filled with anxiety. I'm grateful that he is willing to help me, but this means I've actually got to try. I have to make an effort to actually get better, and not just rely on Noel to "fix me".
My thoughts quickly get diverted to Noel, oh Noel.. I still can't process that.. That I love him. Oh god this is all so confusing. I mean, I've only ever been attracted to Talia before, so I just assumed I was straight but.. Now I like Noel. It doesn't make sense, I'm not gay, but I'm obviously not straight either.
I grab my phone out of my back pocket, and quickly text the only person I can trust with this information.
"Talia :)"
BADEGG: Talia i need advice.
Natalia: Oh? whats up Mischa?
BADEGG: I like noel.
Natalia: Wowwww never would have guessed..
BADEGG: i know.
Natalia: Sarcasm mischa.
BADEGG: oh
Natalia: So, about Noel. You like him yeah? Romantically?
BADEGG: i think so.
Natalia: You think so? Uh ok do you get butterflies around him?
BADEGG: what ⁉️
Natalia: Like in stomach
BADEGG: I DO NOT EAT THE BUTTERFLY
Natalia: No mischa... I mean does your stomach feel like, fluttery around him?
BADEGG: oh yes it does and my heart goes very fast 🗣️
Natalia: Sounds like a crush then!
BADEGG: but im not gay. i liked you before and you are girl. ☹️
Natalia: There's more than just gay and straight Mischa. You could be bisexual?
BADEGG: what is that
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