Universe law | Duncney

𝟐𝟑 - 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐦

déjà vu 🔆
noun
a feeling of having already experienced the present situation.
"a feeling of déjà vu"

[ Monday, 21st September ]

𝘾𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙣𝙚𝙮'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫

After a week I was out of the hospital and I'll say this again, I was extremely lucky not to suffer any majors repercussions from that stab wound.

Apart from the fact that I had to disinfect the wound twice a day and the fact that I still had visible marks all over my body, I actually recovered really well, it's a miracle that I'm alive without any permanent damage of my organs.

Every day I spent in the hospital I was surrounded by people who came to visit me, and for that I am extremely grateful.

I made up with Heather and Bridgette, I still would have been attacked in any other way if not that night, and the two of them apologized several times.

They have been a huge part of my life, so cutting them out of my life would have been excessive.

They came to visit me every single day, we talked and so I think the matter with them is closed.

Gwen also came to visit me every day, even though she was very busy with work she always came to me to lift my spirit a little, she always managed to make me smile.

Incredibly Justin also came sometimes, since he knew me well he knew that I had to distract myself from that bad situation, so he would tell me what his plans were for the next few days and what he had in mind for the future, and no, it was not something egoistic from him, I was the first that actually wanted to know what he had in mind.

He had also let me know that following some rumors he had had to confess that we had broken up, he had also made me watch the video which had gone viral on Instagram or TikTok.

He had been very clear, and had also said that he was the one who broke up with me, as if to take the blame even though it was a decision I also agreed with.

It made me smile, it was a gesture he had made as if to make amends for everything that had happened.

Then another person also came to visit me.

Duncan, every single day.

He was working too, he had all the various TV programs to manage with Geoff, but he always found time to come to me in the hospital.

Not gonna lie, the time I spent with him was my favorite part of the day.

We caught up on everything that's happened lately, in short, in all the time we spent not talking to each other.

It was like meeting an old friend again, too bad that instead of an "old friend" he is an "old boyfriend" of mine, so moreover I still have feelings for him.

I'm 100% sure that it's reciprocated, I only realize it now, yes, but now that's the problem.

What should I do?

It would seem strange to me to go to him and say "ok I still love you, can we get back together please?" it's not very Court-like.

So I decided that he should be the one to take the first step.

When we were 16 I was the one who made the first move, let's see if now at 24 he will be the one to make it.

As for Chris, I had already made the report, it all depended on whether Chris would plead guilty together with his fucking assistants.

Unfortunately this time too the media case reaaally famous, so automatically they would have made us go to trial first, it's something I hate, but unfortunately that's how it went.