Universe law | Duncney

𝟐𝟒 - 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

love 🔆
noun
1.
an intense feeling of deep affection. "babies fill parents with feelings of love"
2.
like or enjoy very much. "I just love dancing"

[ Saturday, 29th August ]

𝘾𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙣𝙚𝙮'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫

I didn't think I'd say this again, but there I was, getting ready to go to Duncan's house, again.

There would have been more people this time, I had made a list of people who I needed as witnesses, and it was composed of:
Me (well no shit sherlock), Duncan, Heather, Geoff, Bridgette, Alejandro, Izzy, Owen, Dj, Gwen, Trent, Tyler, Lindsay, Leshawna, Justin, Zoey and Mike.

And actually there would be another person who would have been fundamental.

Scott.

But I would have called him on the phone, I certainly would not have told Duncan to invite him.

Scott and Alejandro would have been the fundamental part, I mean, they had been locked inside a robot with absurd consequences, and I'm sure that with this Chris's lawyers would not have been able to argue.

But Scott would have been a problem for the Courtney of the future.

I was convinced, CONVINCED, that something was going to happen that evening.

I don't mean one of those life-changing things, but something that would have had an impact on me anyway.

I was getting ready, I was going to walk alone this time, I wanted to clear my thoughts a bit, and it wasn't a very long walk to take.

The moment I left the house I got several calls, from Heather, Bridgette and Gwen, mostly of them were to to ask if we were going together or not, but like I said before, I wanted to go alone.

I really needed some time to think, even if objectively there was nothing to think about.

I liked Duncan, and I would have liked to say that he liked me too, but I wasn't sure anymore.

I often found myself thinking about how naive I was, even if at the same time I didn't want to blame myself, it's human to make mistakes and it's human to fall in love with the wrong person.

Justin and I actually spoke often, we are good friends and he also started speaking more in public about the Chris issue, siding with me.

I am deeply grateful for that, he may not have been the best boyfriend in the world but I don't think he is a bad person.

Every step I took my heart would beat faster, after 10 minutes in fact I had to stop, so much was going on I felt like I was going to faint.

I knew exactly what would have happened in that house, I didn't know if I was ready or not, but it would have happened anyway, so I had to decide quickly.

I was so immersed in my thoughts that I didn't realize I had already passed Duncan's house, I only realized it when I looked around and noticed that I had gone beyond his house number.

I laughed, I don't know why.

In fact I did, I giggled, going back and placing myself in front of that house.

Only at that moment did I start to look at it carefully, I really liked it.

Its colors and also the way it was structured fully reflected the man who owned it, I found that funny too.

And just as I was looking at some details of the garden the door opened, without me having to rung the bell.

<Can I know what you're doing?>