Art Of Hallucination

I'm what?..

When he was finished, the servants came in all looking at me with pitiful gazes, my hole was stretched, I couldn't. move or feel it, I started to remember last night . Why didn't he stop? I brushed it of thinking that he was just excited.  They put me in a wheelchair and showed me around the mansion, it was large and beautiful.

The head maid started to put me through what to do as a duchess.

A week passed since I got married and not once did I see the duke....

I started to notice a pattern in the maids,when ever the head maid was around they'd start to grow wings and mistreat me, today a maid brought in a basin of water to wash my face in. It was brown and murky and had worms floating around it. I lifted the basin and threw on the maid, then she started making a fuss, the head maid came in and said "Your are the duchess, can't you be more refined."  "Indeed I am the duchess and you're the head maid it is your duty to punish impertinent maids,but what do you do, let the bring unhygenic water to me" she simply ignored me and left the room, I went after her and slapped her "How dare you walk out on me,dont you know your place"

   Hearing all this commotion the duke finally came out of his office. "Gill these maids keep on picking on me, one of them served me a basin filled with murky wate__

*slap* Gill slapped me. My gill slapped me. For a maid girl. "Why did yo__" he dragged me by my hand to his office and said "How dare you lay a hand on my people " I was stunned his people they're our people. "She was disrespectful "  "that doesn't give you any right to touch them!" " but" He slapped me again through the corner of my eye I saw a crack through the door and the head maid was looking through it grinning.

This disgrace all because of a single maid!What was wrong in my actions?!  I reluctantly apologized, And ran out of his office went to the gardens and cried.
I miss Anna, she was the only one in that mansion who actually cared and comforted me in times like this. I returned to my room to  do some embroidery when I heard the door open. It was Gill, I didn't want to speak to him. He came to me and kneeled. "I'm sorry"  I looked away after he said that.     

      "Why did you do that to me in front of even one?"  "What you did was wrong,they are people too." I was furious "But I'm human too!" "Don't use that tone with me!" He grabbed my throat and said "You will not do anything to my people, you will not talk back to me , and you must not ever in your life use that tone to me ever again,  do you understand!" I frantically nodded my head because the last time this happened it didn't end well.

He left the room I buried my head into my laps and started crying.

From then onwards the brutality of their actions  increased,  ice cold water for baths, maggots in my food, holes in my dresses and no firewood during winter, the only time I could eat proper food is when me and Gill had dinner together, and to top all this up every night despite my pleas and cries he'd fuck me , rape me,hit me ,people said that sex is an amazing feeling but this wasn't it was painful and misserabe,every time he'd cum in me I'd think about having his child and throw up and evertime I did he'd hit me  with whatever was close to him like a vase, A candle holder even a curtain holder.

  Like that 6 months passed,there was no where on my body without bruises, I was tired of it all, I went to my balcony and stood on the railings ,I was ready to die i wasnt scared, my toes were off the railling, it was time, I jumped with a smile landed on the pavement leg first, the pain was bearable I'd rather go through this every day than what I already go through.
It was dark, but I could her familiar voices I heard Gills voice.

... am I not dead? Why.why, why,why ,why, WHY , why am I not dead. Tears rolled down my cheeks, when I heard.." She's..........