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I might have had a case of mania yesterday. Requested for medication refill days before Friday and didn't take any medication yesterday. Requested again on Monday. No withdrawals, but definitely a sudden "bright idea" and frantic actions. The disappointment from a year of stress and struggle and conscientiousness. 

PTSD, general anxiety, and bipolar. 

Happily ever after isn't that important. It's disappointing, but life goes on. 

Also. 

This has been on my mind a lot lately too. The idea of punishing people by treating them the way they would have treated me if I acted the way they did. 

On the bright side, I'm healthy, fit-ish, well dressed, and happy. I get enough vitamin C from kiwis ($0.99 each, the skin is edible too). I have nice hair, and I think I look adorable. I have a room in a lovely area, and I'm thriving. 

I don't have a tumblr anymore. I haven't had that in almost a year, and no one reads random stream of consciousness on here. 

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