iWill Always Find You

Chapter 1 iAm stuck in my thoughts

A/N: Hey guys, so as I described in my summary this is a story I started with on fanfiction.net 2 years ago. As it got a lot of views there I thought I'd share it on here too. I haven't updated this story there for over a year already since I've just been too busy. I'm gonna try to finish the story this summer break. I'll probably be uploading a few chapters of this story a week on here. If you wanna read the whole story (it has 54 chapters and is almost at it's end) already just go to fanfiction.net and read it there (: 

I've started this story 2 years ago and I was a pretty different person back then than I am now so excuse me for any childish use of language or lots of (grammar) mistakes in this story. I'll be leaving out all my author's notes that I put there on fanfiction because they might not be accurate anymore on here and due to the time. I hope you enjoy the story. Give me some feedback please (: 

Chapter 1iAm stuck in my thoughts

 ~ * Sam * ~ 

 So here I am, sitting in Cat's and mines apartment, all by myself. I'm actually really glad Cat's at school, she wouldn't wanna see me all sentimental and full of thoughts like this. 

 It's been about 5 months now since Carly left to Italy and I've been here in L.A. The babysitting business is fun, Cat's a great girl and it's always a fun time hanging out with her Dice and Goomer. You would say things are great for me. But as weird as it sounds, I actually miss being in school. Sitting here everyday alone while everyone's in school with their friends isn't the best. I miss goofing around and pulling pranks on the teachers. Yeah homeschool seems great, but seriously, no chiz! I already wasn't motivated to do any schoolwork, and now without Carly and Freddie pushing me around I completely lost motivation. I wonder if I'm even gonna graduate. I bet Freddie and Gibby are having a great time back at Ridgeway right now. 

Enough about school . Even though I never show it, Carly leaving to Italy has a huge impact on me. I miss her more than anything. We skype about 3 times a week and call like every day but it still isn't the same. I thought Carly was having the best time of her life in Italy right now, but she's been telling me different, well not at first but I was seeing right through her act. She's having difficulties learning the language and school isn't great. She told me she has barely made any friends because the people there think she's 'too american' I mean what the heck is that supposed to mean? I swear if I could I'd take the first plane there and beat the chiz out of those Italians. 

Maybe the people there aren't as sweet and nice and girly as we Carly and I thought. Speaking about sweet nice and girly, let's get to Cat. I mean the girl's great, but god that kid can get on my freaking nerves! With her hugging and buying useless stuff and her giggly yet super annoying laugh. It took me 2 years to get used to Carly. How the heck have I survived to put up with Cat now? I guess I did change a bit through the years. Cat's so innocent and childish, sometimes I wonder if I'm babysitting with her or if I'm just babysitting her.

 I really wonder how she got that amount of responsibility to take good care of those kids cause Cat, mature? No. She has no idea what life is, how hard and cruel the real outside world is. I've got enough experience to talk about that, I wish I didn't. But anyway I'm glad I'm with Cat now. I guess we balance each other. She teaches me to be nice and more responsible and I teach her to stand up for ourselves and I can protect her. Cat's become an amazing friend to me, but never, never ever in this life will she replace Carly! 

I'm suddenly taken out of my thoughts when Cat comes running in. She runs over to me and flops down on top of me, hugging me. ''hi hi hiiiii!'' 

I roll my eyes as I hug her back. ''hiya kid. What you all excited about?'' I frown as Cat grabs a piece of paper out of her bag and bungles it in front of my eyes.