iWill Always Find You

Chapter 6 iHave so much feelings for you

Chapter 6

iHave so much feelings for you.

~ * Sam * ~

Shocked I stand in my door opening, this can't be true. Am I dreaming? Is that really...FREDDIE!?

I feel an extremely happy feeling in my stomach that I've never felt before. Oh my god! It really is him!

''Freddie!'' Without thinking I run outside and hug Freddie. Oh my god what am I doing!? What the fuck Sam!

He hugs me back and keeps hugging me, it almost seems like he never wants to let me go. Oh. My. goodness. I am in his arms! He is really here! Okay breath Sam, breath!

Freddie slowly pulls back and smirks slightly at me ''What's up Puckett?''

Oh god there it was, the smirk! That is one of those things of Freddie that drives me absolutely crazy! And oh my god, he is wearing his grey-blue shirt! That one that shows off his muscles so good! Ahh his muscles have become even bigger! He looks SO handsome! Oh. My. God!

I look up at him, stumbling over my words, ugh why!? ''W-why are you here!?'' Be cool Sam, be cool!

Freddie nervously fiddles with his hands. ''I ehh...I need to talk to you...Can I come in?''

Oh gosh it's never good when people say that, my happy feeling immediately changes into a scared feeling. ''Ehh sure...come in.'' I hold the door open for Freddie so he can walk in and shut it behind us, looking at him.

He looks around. ''Cool place!''

I try to pick up my usual Sam attitude. ''Thanks nub.''

He sits down on the couch and I sit down next to him, sitting as far away from him as possible. ''So what have you come here for?...''

I can see that Freddie is really nervous. I wonder why... He looks down. ''I ehh...I actually wanted to, ehh, well, apologize...''

Freddie, apologizing!? Is this going where I think it's going? Oh my god! ''Apologize?...''

He looks back up and nods. ''yeah...I've been an absolute jerk to you. I'm sorry. I never meant to...I have no idea why I acted that way. Do you hate me?... You have every right to...''

No way! Did Freddie just really APOLOGIZE to me about being a complete jerk? In person!? And did he really think I hate him? I could NEVER hate him! I am SO glad he apologized to me about this! But I decide to keep it cool.

''Yeah you can say that yeah! You've been horrible to me!'' I stop in the middle of my sentence to look at Freddie. ''But...I don't hate you any more than that I always have.'' I smirk slightly at him.

He smiles at me. ''I'm glad.'' He bites his lip and then looks into my eyes. ''Sam...I...I have to admit something...''

Gosh he's making me really nervous now. And those eyes, oh my god there they were, those gorgeous brown eyes. What is he on about? ''What is it?...''

I can see that Freddie gets really nervous now, what is this? oh my god. He fiddles with his hands and stumbles over his words. ''I...I am...''

''you're?...''

Freddie takes a deep breath and then looks straight into my eyes. ''Please don't hate me, or slap me, or whatever but...I'm...I'm still deeply in love with you Sam!''

I feel like my heart just stopped beating. WHAT DID HE JUST SAY!? Did he really just say HE IS STILL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ME!? OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD! This can't be true...I must be dreaming! No, he really said it! Here, right in front of me! Ahhhh! What am I gonna say!?