It's Always My Fault

Chapter Twenty Seven

The alcohol maybe in my system but I am not stupid enought to anything. I look around in search for Ginny and Cassie but I don't see them, I saw Noah dancing with a girl with a shy smile on his face. Stefon still standing there with a evil smirk on his face like the cat had catch the mouse to run away or something. I let a long sigh leave my lips as I cross my arms over my chest with the beer can in one hand, I'm surprise it did not spill out.

"Hello Stefon surprise to see yo here after you pulled that little fight last time" I said with a fake smile on my lips. Stefon chuckle at my words as he wet his lps looking up at me smirking not just on his lip but in his eyes as well.

"Well that was you and Jersey fault for pulling that off. Speaking off where is Scott?" He asked I scoff at the mention of Scott. I don't want to talk about him, I need a break from all the emotions I'm feeling right now with him and my Mom but it does not mean I want to stop what we have.

"Don't know, don't care. Not here" I said straight through as I title my head to the side after I finish.

"Ah so you and big brother had a little fight? Cute" Stefon chuckle at his words. I took a swing out of my beer letting the alcohol hit my throat. Looking back I glare at Stefon at his words and thiking this is funny.

"Do you want another shoe to hit you? Cause I can tell you I have throusands of shoes I can use as a weapon if you won't leave me and Scott alone" I said giving him a threatened look.

"Aww, I did not mean to hurt your ego blondie" He said bring his finger up the my face and move a piece hair beind my ear, I act quickly and slap his hand away. He laugh at my action.

"Don't you dare touch me" I said gritting my teeth. Stefon looked amuse at getting me all wind up.

"Or what? Going to tell your brother that his enemie is hiting on his sister" He chuckle again and just as I was about to say another word to shut him up I heard a grow behind me and the hands of the fimilla touch that I'm use to it.

"No her man is going to rip your head off if you don't leave my girl alone" Scott voice and words made my heart beat faster then before.

He step infront of me putting a protective shild between us. I grab ahold of Scott's hand and wrapp my hands and arms around it wanting to feel safe agist Scott.

"Ah the man himself has arrive" Stefon said laughing to himself.

"You touched what's mine" I can feel Scott getting angry by every word he speaks and can feel his fist squeezing.

"Oh your dating your sister now?" Stefon teased asked, I barried my face in behind Scott's back. I miss this but I need to stay away for a bit.

"She's not my sister never will, never was, she's my girlfriend and you touch her" Scott said gritting his teeth at every word he speaks.

"Scott, let's just go. His not worth your time. Lets go okay" I whisper step infront of Scott facing him putting my hands on his chest to push him back and avoid anothing that might end badly.

Scott look down at my sad eyes which soften at his eyes he looked at me. I put one hand on his face rubbing his cheek with my thumb with my other hand still place on his chest. His heart is beating out of his chest and can feel him brethe down with a huff. Both hands where wrapped round my waist, it felt good to feel his touch but I need a break with all the overwhelmed emotions feeling.

"Let's just go" I whisper again with a nodded. Scott look at me again as I wait for him to respond. Scott smile down with a nodded, I let a relief sigh leave my lips at him listening to me.

"Come on, let's go" Scott wrapped an arm around me as I lean my head on his shoulder as we start to walk away. It felt like everything was going to be alright until the tention rised again.

"Yeah you go and take her to bed Jersey!" Stefon called out which I ignored but Scott seems to not as he tense up.

"Oh and Tristan. If you get bord of Mr grumpy here you can always join me to bed" Stefon said laughing to himself. I tense up as I look at Scott waiting for him to say anything but I saw his face fall on angr as I knew what he is going to do.

"Scott no" I said but he ignored me.

He turned on his heel facing a laughing Stefon still and he jumped on Stefon breaking into a fight. IK stand there begging them to stop. Both sides throwing punches, curses at each other. People start to circle around chatting for them to fight. I look at Scott and saw the fire in his eyes.

"What's going on?" Ginny said coming over and wrapped her arm around my shoulder.

"Scott is fighting with Stefon because of me" I said feeling bad it's over me, it's always my doing whenever something happens.

"Again!" Ginny siad eyes wide and annoyed at the same time.

"Babe go help Scott" Ginny told Cassie pushing him which he when over to Scott trying to pull Scott off Stefon.

I hate this, I hate all of this. The sound around me reminds me off how my Mom would yell at me as a kid when she came to visit me but ignores me as well. I brethe heavy as I hold onto Ginny's hand who squeeze my hand back, comforting me.

"Scott!" I shout. Scott stop fight Stefon with Cassie hold Scott back. He looked a tme and look of guilt and sorrow was all over his face. I can't believe this, I don't want to be near him tight now. I might of soba up right now.

"That is enought!" I said looking at him disapointed off him.

"Alright everyone the fights over go back to what you are doing" Ginny said as the music start playing again and everyone going back to what they were doing before the fight.

"Tris I-" I cut Scott off before he can say another word.

"No! I won't here it go home" I told him, Scott chuckle at my answer.

"Home? You live with me and our parents remember" Scott throw his arms in the air. Yes we may leave but I need a break away from all this drama.

"Yes but I need a break. I'm staying over at Ginny and Cassie's place" I siad avoiding looking into Scott's eyes but I can feel them looking at me as tears well up in my eyes. I sniff wipping my nose as tears steam down my face.

"What? Are you serious?" Scott asked. I never so serious with this. Matt maybe was the perfec boyfriend in time but when he cheated with Grace it hurt me. But with Scott it's compicated and passion and it scares me most of the time what I feel.

"It's for some time for us to breathe" I said at this time I look up in his eyes that soften at me and were glossing up at tears in his eyes as well. I never seen Scott cry once I don't think no one has seen Scott cry and this is new.

"London, I'm sorry" He said with a whisper in his voice. I look down at my feet as tears keep falling from me and I feel my heart breaking more and more it won't stop.

"It's a bit too late for that as you already damage everything even you could of alked away" I said with every word with bitter and cold to him.

"London_" I cut him off again.

"Save it!" I spatted out as I turn to Ginny who is giving me a soft smile with her arm out to take my hand.

"Come on, you can stay with us as long as you like. You always welcome" Ginny said sweetly to me.

"Are you sure?" I asked looking at her then at Cassie who is standing next to her.

"Your family. Don't worry I'll take him home" Cassie said knowing I would be worried if Scott did not get home safe.

"Thank you" I said in a whisper.

I quickly look back at Scott who was already looking at me with a guilty look. I turn away taking Ginny's hand as we leave the party heading back to her car where Cassie goes up to Scott.

I don't know if I did the right thing or not but all this pain I feel hurts, it hurts too much like it is stading my heart. I through I knew what love is but I don't think I know what it really is or if it is real. Love always hurts and get in the way with everything that is why most people don't want love.

I don't know what I want with love but I don't want to be alone again.