It's Always My Fault

Chapter Eighteen

When the sun came in the next moring I rolled over in my bed but my hand touch something as I open my eyes I look to see my hand was place ment was and I look up to see Scott sitting on the head of my bed. Oh god, I just touch Scott dick!

"Scott what the hell" I asked bringing the covers up to me. I was only wearing a tan top and panties. I could not bother to wear my sleep wear when we got back home.

"Morning to you too, London" He said smiling down at me. What is he smiling about?

"What are you doing in my room?" I asked him sitting up.

"Just admiring your beauty" Scott tease me. I rolled my eyes at him but I could not hide the blush I feeling and my heartbeat beating faster.

"Right, now if you excuse me I need to shower" I said getting up as I walked to my wardrobe and grab my towel while walking to my bathroom I can feel Scott looking at my ass which instead of saying anything I flip my middle finger at him then shut my bathroom door behind.

After I shower and got dress I headed downstairs while figuring about with my phone. It sound really quiet around here and you don't get to hear this kind of quiet something is off. 

I walked into the kitchen and made myself a quick coffee and as I turn around I found Scott sitting at one of the high chair table in the kitchen reading my book. How did he get he's hands on that?

"Hey! How did you get you book?" I asked him sitting next to him while drinking my coffee.

"When you were in the bathroom. God Elizabeth Bennet needs to fix her act. The world is not fall of love" Scott said. I took my book of him while closing it.

"She don't need to fix her act and plus Darcy arrogant when it came to her. This book was the first thing I feel in love. So if you say a word about my book then we will have trouble" I said glaring at him making him shut up.

There was silence. Really quiet here I don't see Mom or Dale anywhere and if she when somewhere she would of told me but I would not care less where she goes.

"Where's my Mom and Dale?" I asked Scott looking around confuse. Scott sigh before he speaks up.

"My Dad has took your Mom on a little vacation for a while" Scott siad.

"Vacation! Without telling me?" I asked how did I not been inform off this.

"They just left before you woke up"Scott said.

Gret, real smooth mother. Next time when I get a boyfriend I won't tell you when I go on vacation.

"So?" I said as I turn my head to look out at the back guarden that is large enough for a party. Then a idea pop up as I look at the pool outside. I urn my head back to look at Scott giving him a smirk.

"Pool party?" I asked, Scott chuckle as he had the same idea as I did.

"Already called Cassie he is getting everyone all we need is to get the pool ready" Scott said.

I finish my coffee of and head to the pool to set everything up. Scott followed me behind. We start putting lilos in the pool along with beach balls to play in the pool. Once everything was set Ginny and Cassie was the first to even turn up.

Ginny and Cassie bought snacks and drinks and all for the party which we were thankful for. I pulled Ginny upstairs to my room for us to get in our bikins.

"You know that shoe hit last night was bad ass of you" Ginny said as I when through my bikins to wear.

"You think?" I asked her which Ginny's eyes grew big.

"Girl you shocked most of the gangs if anyone was that bad ass it would be you" Ginny said giving me a look. I sigh to myself as I put down another bikin on my bed.

"Tris if you are insecure of your tattoo you shouldn't be. You are a survival and what happened to you shows you, you are not weak" Ginny siad. I wet my lips while looking down. I'm not feeling insecure at all it's just-

"I'm not" I said.

"Then what is it?" Ginny asked. I sigh as I sat down on my bed next to Scott.

"Ever since I came here, I wanted to go home back to London because I didn't feel like it was home to me. Then Scott into my life and it ruined everything, it started of with my necklace and he took it from me. Then it my college form to give to m. Now everything seems confusing to me I don't know what I feel. It feels wrong to have feeling for your Mom's boyfriend son but then it feel right. And then one miniute I hate Scott then the next it's friendship I guess. I don't know but I want to feel loved by someone" I explain to Ginny.

Ginny sat in silence and listen to my every word I said. My feelings have been confusing. But I want to feel something that I never felt before.

"I think you are in love Tris but feeling deniled by them" Ginny said rubing my back.

"How can I get rid of this feeling?" I aske. I don't know if I want it or not.

"I felt the same with Cassie before we got together but now him and I are living the life. You need to listen to your heart and feelings you can't get rid of something that has already caugh your heart" Ginny told me.

Was she right? Could I be madly in love with Scott that I can't stay away from now? I dread to fall in love like my books I wanted to feel like I'm out of the books but would those feeling feel the same with Scott?

Would his heart want what mine wants?