It's Always My Fault

Chapter Twenty Nine

Arriving at college the sun was out hitting my face straight away and the wind blew my blonde hair making me move my hair out of my eyes and behind my ear as I look straight ahead onto the football pitch where I see someone playing football all alone, kicking the ball. I know it was Scott by the way he still has last nights closes on and the way his hair sticks up. 

Sight to myself I walked forward making my way towards him, he has not notice I am here and he was more focus on kicking the ball. When I got closer to him he saw my shadow by the sun. Scott turned around quickly on his heel forgetting the ball. His eyes still hold a soft look when he looks at me but he shows guilt and sadness in his eyes the same from last night. He must still feel bad what happened.

As soon as I got close and we were standing looking at each other in silence all the emotions I have been feeling just wants to burst. There's too much I'm holding on my chest that I want to just explode.

"Hi" I said quietly to him. He look up at me surprise even that I am here and want to talk to him.

"About last night-" I started to explain but Scott cut me off before I can say anything else.

"You don't need to explain anything"Scott said. But I have alot of explaing to do for him.

"But I need to explain to you" I said my eyes pleading for him.

"Yoou don't" He told me making me scoff.

"Yes I do" I argued back at him.

"No" He said that a little bit loud making me jump back tensing up. Scott notice, he sigh pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Why do you have to be so stubborn when we are like this?" He asked. I chuckle with my eyes wide thinking he must be joking if I am stubborn.

"Me? Stubborn? Your the one that punch the guuy in the face last night" I said my hands out. Scott frown as he walked away to where his ball was kicked I followed him behind.

"Can you please stop. I want us to talk about this. About us" I said, holding back tears and not let them fall I maybe sensive but I won't allow to break not now.

"You want to talk about us? Fine" Scott turned back around to face me with his football in one hand.

"You were the one who ran away from me at the theater to go and party with Ginny" Scott said his eyes show anger in them.

"Because of my Mom talking about me with her friend how ashamed I am to be her daughter. I needed space and Valerie-" I said but mentioning Valerie made me regret bringing her up.

"What about Valerie? What did she do to you?" Scott asked his teeth gritting as he grab one of my arm. I let a whisper out as I look down at Ginny's shoes on me then back at Scott's eyes.

"She came in while I was crying saying I could not pull that dress I worn off. And said you would get borded of me, leave me saying I'm not your type and that I am a dumb blonde" I said feeling ashamed right now. Scott put his fingers under my chin and picked my head up making me look at him.

"Your tears are not worth the people who hurt you" Scott whisper to me, I could not hold back and let the tears fall down.

"I loved you in that dress last night and I wanted to rip that off your body and fucked you so hard you would off been screaming my name" I look at Scott in shocked at his words but I don't say anything.

"You were not my type at the started when we meet but you changed me and made me realize that I like blondes but I like my blonde. Your my blonde. And you are not a dumb blonde. Your everything but not dumb, I would prove it the world if someone made you think like that" Scott said. My throat dried up quickly by listen to Scott's words.

"You would?" I asked.

"I would burn the world to see you happy" Scott then lean his head on my forehead as I shut my eyes at his touch. I love this and I love Scott. I finally feel loved by someone.

"Sorry I punch that dick in the face" Scott said but I look at his raising a brow knowing he is not.

"You're really not" I said which Scott gave a guilty and cheeky look.

"I'm not" I sigh at his words.

"I was angry the way he spoke to you and when I saw Stefon touch you I need to show him what is mine" Scott siad. He was jealous of him and wanting to protect me. I knew that.

"You were jealous weren't you?" I asked but I did need to hear his answer as I knew. Scott scoff.

"No" He siad which I smile big raising both of my eye brows up.

"Uh huh" I said making Scott frown at me.

"You are lucky I love you" Scott said I can see his eyes look at me with hearts as I look up at him wanting to capture this moment forever.

"I love you and it scares me really how much I care for you. I want us to be together but with our parents inbetween us we can't leave there with them they won't accept us" I said. Scott look down at me and wrapped his arms around my waist as he lean his chin on top of my head and I burry my face in his neck.

"I know, that's why I have been thinking. I found apartment for us not far off campsite, why not we move in there?" Scott said I pulled away to look at Scott.

Is this real? I always dreamed to have the perfect boyfriend to move in with me to have our own space. Cook together, watch movies together, cuddle together. It was everything I dreamed to have that my Mom stopped me from having.

"I always dreamed about this part. Yes!" I said with that Scott picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed on fall on the lips. Scott moan in the kiss making me smile in it. We both did not pulled away but keep it long and sweet and loving.

When everyone thinks that once you fight with your boyfriend it's over and move on but not for Scott and I. We mend things, fix our hearts back up together again. Scott then put me down on the floor and slowly moved away from the kiss thatf I could melt into. I look down at Scott's trouses to see his dick has harden and was trying not to stand up. I chuckle at that but I was not the only one that wants him.

"Let's go to the beach" I said bitting my bottom lip with my eyes fall off excitment.

"Oh yeah!" Scott said with the same look I have, and the same throughts I'm thinking. Scott picked up his football put in his bag and swing his bag over his shoulder. We start to leave while I run to Scott's car he has lend by Cassie. I gigle all the way to the car with Scott following behind.

I never through I would feel this much loved that I never knew I have. I don't know if Scott is my soulmate or if I even believe in that sault of stuff but I hope in the future it is us. 

Maybe moving to California is not bad at all when it has a Scott here with me.