Niya Pov
We were so dumb in love
Couldn't get enough, no
But I could've loved you so much better
And I can't believe you never walked out
And it's not your fault
That I fumbled your heart
Should've let go of my past for you
You did everything I asked of you
Drived across the country if I asked you to
But I'm just bad for you
I fumbled your heart
I'm bad news, yeah I'm just bad for you
I'm bad news, I fumbled your heart.
Fumble by Trey Songz was booming loud tnhrough the speakers on Rock and Roll. The ride is fun as hell and faster than a bitch. Its my favorite. was sitting in the cart with Dez and Jay, Dez in the middle of both of us. Ciara, Prince, and Ray was in the one behind us while Twist, Chuckee , Roc was in front of us. Prod, NiNi, and Ricky was in the car on the other side. so far everyone has been getting along i hope it stay like this. Ciara and Dez wont even speak to each other and in cool with that the less they speak the better it is.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Woah!! Jay and i scream with joy in our voices. the ride is spinning fast like crazy and theres no slowing down. then the song switches up and we slow down untill a complete stop. i was sad because i thought the ride was over but to my happiness it starts going reverse. i was slung to the left side of the car cause the wind was mad strong. i ended up squishing Jay and Dez but force to pull myself to my side but that was and epic fail. lol this ride carried on 10 more minutes then reversed one more time until we finally got off.
everyone got off the ride and was in a full of happy giggles. the guys was really enjoying there selves. im glad i was able to do that cause tomorrow we get down to buisness.
Me: yall guys have fun.
Prod: yeah today was straight up wild, we aint never had this much fun. most of the time we work, do homework, or sit around on the bus. To be honest sometimes i dont want to be in this buisness because its to much. theres never a time i can just be me and do what i want.
Me: well yall do know yall can make thangs easier by not trying to had. i mean you have alot of things ahead of you dont stress your self out with so much your just a teen... so be a teen while you can.
Jay: yea i know how it feels i used to fell the same way until i just started taking my time and going with the flow then putting things on my plate that i cant handle. i parents used to make me choose get my grades right or no music so i chose the thing i need to keep the thing i love so i balanced it out. i studied on mondays, wensdays, and fridays while i played music tuesday, thursadays and weekends and i brough my grades up fast.
Dez: yepp my Jazzy Jay is a smart ass
Jay: shut up Dez
Ray: i get what you saying
Prince: yeah!
Prod: why you call he Jazzy Jay and Niya Neeee Babes. Did yall use to date or something
Dez looked at me then at Jay, then Jay look At me and i looke d Back, Dez looked at both of use looking at him and we burst out laughing. that was some funny shit. everyone was so confused but not Ciara she just looked at us in a blank exspretion waiting for us to give them a reply.
Dez: ahaha, woooooah! man you are mad funny.
Me: so true... nahh we have never gone out
Jay: (gigles) yeah and neither have we.
Dez: i call them that cause we been best friends as long as i remember and pluse thats grosss there like sisters to me. the only one i dated was ciara but thats as you can see is HISTORY to her.
Dez pointed that last part with a little dispite in his voice. i know hes not over her and Jay and I can tell but im not about to get into my friends drama and pick sides. I couldnt do that to them so im just sitting back with Jay and let them work there problems ourt on there own.
Ray: ok but what about you?
Dez: what?
Ray: how do you feel about yall break up.
Jay: ok, thats enough. how about we move on and go eat something to eat is getting late and we have to work in the studio tomorrow.
Dez: Nah jay its cool i can explain it.
Ciara: Dez let it go already anit no need to keep doing this
Dez: doing what? expressing the truth of how i feel.
Ciara: NO! bringing other people in this shit when they have nothing to do with this.
Dez: well im sorry i can always do what you want and make you happy like a want to but i have flaws. i screw up alot but im trying to change
Ciara: oh really beacuse screwing up is not the on th only thing you screw!
Ray: ok. so why the fuck yall break up cause im so confused.
Me: Ray say out of it ok. they need to work there issues out without us being all up in there business.
Ray: i just dont understand
Jay: please just stop worring about it.
Dez: Ciara im sorry ok why can you just give me another chance.
Ciara:(starts crying) I have geven you plenty of chances. Im done with is just move on and forget me.
Ciara starts to walk away. i tell Jay to make sure Dez go home and make sure he calms down, i told everyone ill see them tomorrow, and followed Ciara. i know she doesnt feel like talking right now so i took her to My house untill she feel better and wants to talk.
At the house Nicki was sitting at the counter eating a Ham sandwich. Ciara just walked right pass her not even carring she was being rude. Nicki looked a little mad at he rudeness but let is pass. in my room she sat on my spare bed and took her shoes off and layed down. i know she must be hurt at all the ish shes been through with Dez so i turned the light off and let her fall asleep. Maybe in the morning she will be better... i hope.
