Once Upon A Dream

Promise Pt.2

                     Jayson's  POV

"Baby this isn't zipping up" I said as I tried my hardest to zip the back of her dress up

"Maybe if I suck my stomach in-" she started

"You already put on that tight ass body suit, can you even breathe?" I asked as I unzipped the dress

"Wait, one more try..one of these has to fit" she said

I just sighed

"Let's try the blue one" she said

I picked up the blue romper looking thing and handed it to her

She struggled to get it over her thighs but eventually got it it up

I watched as she struggled to button the top

This shit was making my head hurt

"we need to talk" I sighed

I watched as she just stared at me

I wasn't exactly sure how the fuck I was supposed to word this

Honesty I'm not even sure I should even be saying anything but watching her struggle for the last couple hours is killing me

"You've been trying on clothes for the last 3 hours and most of them didn't fit, I can tell you're getting frustrated and that's okay...maybe we could throw them away and find some-" I started

"I know I'm gaining weight Jayson, you don't have to tell me!" Dez yelled as she sat down

As soon as she sat down the top button of her romper popped off and flew across the room

"I promise it's not a bad thing baby, you look good...if we're being honest I'm really fucking with it" I smirked

"If I get any bigger I'm gonna have to quit my job! the only place that'll hire me after that will be seaworld And I'm gonna be the fucking whaleeeee!" She said as she bust out in tears

Damn. I didn't mean to make her cry

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to upset you baby" I said as I wiped her tears away

She just shook her head

I grabbed her hand and guided her onto my lap

She just kept crying and I felt so bad because I really shouldn't have said anything

Fuck is wrong with me today?

"Do you really love me like you say you do?" She sniffled

"Yes, I do" I said truthfully

"You told me it's us forever, do you mean it?" She asked as tears fell from her eyes 

"Yes, baby what's wrong?" I asked as I wiped more tears away

She was crying so much that she could barely get her words out

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to" she cried

My heart was beating out of my chest

The fuck was she talking about?

"I really don't want you to hate me, I tried to handle it myself but I couldn't and I-" she ranted as tears flew down her face

It got to the point where she was hyperventilating so I just held her

"Jayson" she whispered

"Yes baby?" I asked lowly as I rubbed her back

It was clear she was trying to calm herself down but it wasn't working

"Please don't leave me" she begged as she held onto my shirt