If only i could tell you

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The things you say, the comments you make
All cause me to break
I say nothing, i don't tell you how it hurts my soul
Cause all i want is for us to grow old
I support everything you do
I help your dreams find you, but you act like its nothing to you

We talked one day about your friends
And how everything eventually comes to an end
When we mentioned your friends you said something about me
You said "and then there's you, you're loki, everyone knows you"
And i swear, in that moment my heart broke in two

It wasn't what you said.              
Nor was it what you did
It's the power over me, that i'm sure you know you hold
There was a couple times where i was bold
Told you I loved you, but to what extent?
I'm not sure you knew exactly what i meant
                              @joder.amor08
You tell me you love me too
but i know it's not the way i love you
How could it be when you put my heart to war
Knowing this is something that i should just store
Lock it away so i can't see it again
Lock it so tight that i can't feel the pain

I can't though, so i walk away
Tell myself that someday, any day, besides today
Could be better
Maybe you'd love me, or maybe it won't matter
                                    -LKB-

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