I think i've become a shell of myself again
I think about drinking all the time
There's a bottle next to my bed that's almost full and man the urge to drink it gets strong
I haven't been able to look into the mirror for long
Because when i do
I don't recognize who i've become
I don't know what happened either
@joder.amor08
I was doing so much better
But everytime i see my face, it's like nothing really matters.
I look into my eyes
What i see i really despise
Just one small drink, that should help right?
But i can't, i promised to change
I thought I knew who i was
That only lasted until you happenedYou visited for my birthday
With that stupid smile on your face
Those little inside jokes
The pain beneath your eyes
But even though I wish i could blame you, i know it'd be wrong
I am who i am because I could never get over how i grew up
You just gave me a reason to break
When you happened
-LKB-
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My Everlasting Eclipse
PoezjaEverlasting heartbreak, unrequited love. Shows eclipsing emotions, feelings, and mindsets (hints the name). Every poem i write will be here either when i write it or as i make changes to it. This is my first attempt at making a book so please give c...