I think i've become a shell of myself again
I think about drinking all the time
There's a bottle next to my bed that's almost full and man the urge to drink it gets strong
I haven't been able to look into the mirror for long
Because when i do
I don't recognize who i've become
I don't know what happened either
@joder.amor08
I was doing so much better
But everytime i see my face, it's like nothing really matters.
I look into my eyes
What i see i really despise
Just one small drink, that should help right?
But i can't, i promised to change
I thought I knew who i was
That only lasted until you happened
You visited for my birthday
With that stupid smile on your face
Those little inside jokes
The pain beneath your eyes
But even though I wish i could blame you, i know it'd be wrong
I am who i am because I could never get over how i grew up
You just gave me a reason to break
When you happened
-LKB-
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My Everlasting Eclipse
PoezjaEverlasting heartbreak, unrequited love. Shows eclipsing emotions, feelings, and mindsets (hints the name). Every poem i write will be here either when i write it or as i make changes to it. This is my first attempt at making a book so please give c...
