Sidharth came outside with Shehnaaz from back door as there would be media outside the main door..and Shehnaaz was not in a condition to speak anything...
She was mentally traumatized for what happened few minutes back..it was too much for her innocent heart to bear...
He goes towards the car...and make Shehnaaz sit at the front....
While he sits in the driver's sit from other side...
Starting the car..he looks at her..who was shivering and sobbing in fear and immense pain...
But it is needed to make her comfortable ..and moreover it is also needed to know that where she lives .so that he can drop her safely at her home....
"Umm Shehnaaz..."called Sidharth looking at her ...but she didn't answered ...
Again he called her two to three times..but still she didn't answered..she was in her own zone only...
After sometime..with lots of courage.. Sidharth nudged her...to which she composed herself..and looked at him with reddish teary eyes...
Seeing her devastated condition... Sidharth's heart ached...it was like her tears were some pointed arrows which were continuously piercing his heart.. making his heart bleed profusely...
Somehow he made himself calm for her...and asked looking at her with concern.."Thik ho tum?"
To which Shehnaaz just nodded ....
"Umm ..ek baat kahu tumse..agar tum mujhe izazat do toh.."asked Sidharth hesitatingly to which she again nodded her head looking otherside...
"Zindagi mein kuch aise pal ..kuch aise moments aate hai..jo hume Tod kar bikhar deti hai..jisse humara dum ghutta hai..jo hume tutne mein mazboor kar deta hai...par us samaye sabse bari baat hoti hai apna aapa na khona..apne andar himmat rakhna...us pal ko hum par haavi na hone dena..balki..us pal se jee jaan ke saath ladkar..hume aage badna chayiye..main janta hoon ki Paras ne jo kiya tumhare saath..usse tumhe ubharne mein bahut waqt lagega...tum tootogi..bahut tootogi..himmat kho dogi...par main tumhe kehta hoon..ek subh chintak ke tarah ..ki apne aapko weak mat parne do...ush Paras ko uske liye ki saja zaroor milegi...par tum...uske wajah se apne mental health ko kharab hone mat do..ladte raho..aage badte raho..."said Sidharth while driving the car..
Shehnaaz looked at him with tearful gaze and a small smile was lingering on her lips..after listening his wisdom filled words..his words somewhere gave a new hope...a new strength to fight with the current situation...
Wipping off the tears harshly..she said looking at him.."Zindagi mein pehli baar mere maa baba ke baad..kisi ne mujhe woh himmat di..jise mujhe sakht zarurat thi..tumne mujhe weak nahi parne diya...balki mujhe ladne ki takat dene ki koshish ki..jisse mere dil mein ek nayi umang..ek nayi aasha jaag chuki hai..tum chinta mat karo Sidharth...main haar manne walon mein se nahi hoon..mere maa baba ne mujhe bachpan se mazboot banne ki Sikh di hai...unki Sikh ko main mitthi mein Milne nahi dungi...par..."
"Par kya Shehnaaz?"asked Sidharth curiously...
"Par ...aaj Paras ne Mera bharosa hi Tod diya...pyaar na sahi..par dosti ke hasiyat se hi main use dekhti thi...aur dekho..yeh sila diya mujhe uspar bharosa karne ka"saying so Shehnaaz smirked sarcastically..while a lone tear escaped of her eyes...
Sidharth slowly wipped off the tears..and nodded his head in no saying..."Nahi..nahi Shehnaaz...us darinde ke diye aansu bahakar apne dil par bojh mat daalo...is dil ko halka hone do bash...usne tumhari dosti khoyi hai..yeh uska loss hai..tumhara nahi..balki uparwale ne bure tarike se hi sahi..par tumhe is darinde se milne wali zindagi bhar ke dard se bacha liya..wahi bahut bari baat hai..."
Shehnaaz nodded her head with a smile and said.."Thank you..aaj sahi waqt par mera samman bachane ke liye..pata nahi agar tum sahi waqt par na aate toh kya hota ...par shayad uparwale ne tumhe fariste banakar hi bheja hoga mujhe bachane ke liye.. isliye meri jaan aur mera Maan dono hi aaj bacha hai... isliye tahe dil se shukriya..."
"Shehnaaz..yeh mera farz tha...sirf tum hi nahi...kisi bhi ladki ke saath aise durghatna honi hi nahi chayiye...logo ko apna limit nahi bhulna chayiye..aur aaj Paras ne hadh paar kardi thi.. isliye mujhe aana hi tha...aur ek baat...pata nahi humara rista kya hai...pata nahi hum kab milenge..par yeh zaroor waada karta hoon..tumhara subhchintak ke hisaab se hi sahi...par agar kabhi bhi tumhe meri zarurat ho..agar tumhe raat ke baarah baje bhi meri zarurat ho ..toh main tab hi aajaunga tumhare pass..tumhare liye..."said Sidharth while looking at her with love filled eyes...
While her heart beat became uneven listening his soothing words...she didn't thought anything..just did what her heart whispered...
Holding his hand lightly..she said.."Sidharth sirf subh chintak nahi..abhi humara ek aur bhi rista ban chuka hai..."
"Main kuch samjha nahi .."said Sidharth being clueless...
"Matlab dosti ka...Paras ne Mera bharosa toda hai..par tumne mujhme ek nahi asha bhar di hai...aur toh aur tumne mujhme mere mushkil waqt mein ..ek sacche dost ke tarah mujhe bachaya hai...mera dil kehta hai ..ki tum par bahut bharosa Karu..aur ab main apne dil ki sunungi..dimaag se soch kar dekha toh sirf dukh aur dard Mila...par is baar mein apne dil par bharosa karna chati hoon...aur tumse dosti karna chati hoon...kya tum mujhse dosti karoge?"saying so Shehnaaz forwards her hand...
While Sidharth smiled with teary eyes.. looking at his dreams coming true..but one thing was disturbing his thought process continuosly...
Shehnaaz looked at his disturbing expressions and asked..."Kya hua Sidharth..kya tum mujhse dosti nahi karna chate?"
Sidharth immediately nodded his head in no and said..."Aisi baat nahi hai Shehnaaz..par logo ki baate mujhe bahut khatak rahi hai...meri aur tumhari duniya alag hai...main toh ek mamuli sa student aur tum itni bari actress...main tumhara bahut bara fan hoon Shehnaaz..is baat ki chinta mujhe kabhi bhi nahi thi...kisi ke kehne par bhi ..mujhe kuch fark nahi parta tha..par aaj jo hua..usse log ..yeh samaj humare riste ko kisi aur tarike se na dekhe..."
"Sidharth..mujhe log samaj ki chinta nahi..maine tumhare andar ek sacche aur acche insaan ki tasveer dekhi hai...aur main yeh maanti hoon ki tumse dosti karna koi buri baat nahi hogi..aur toh aur main koi gold ya platinum se nahi bani hoon ki..tumhari duniya alag aur meri duniya alag hai..ya phir tum ya main alag hai..maana humara profession alag hai..par usse bari baat..hum insaan hai..agar do insaan ko ek rista nibhane mein koi aapatti nahi toh..samaj ko kyun hogi?Tum is baat ki chinta mat karo..bas yeh kehdo..kya tumhe meri dosti manzoor hai?"saying so she again forwards her hand..
While Sidharth smiled wholeheartedly and said.."Abhi ke liye nahi..humesha ke liye yeh dosti mujhe manzoor thi, hai aur humesha se rahegi..."
Listening his words.. Shehnaaz too smiled feeling overwhelmed with his words ..which were actually depicting his true feelings..true love behind those words....
