"Main..Main..kaun hoon"asked the girl faintly lying lifelessly on hospital bed....
Gita ji looked at Ramesh ji with pleading eyes ..to which he smiled and nodded his head...
She then goes towards the girl and caressed her head lovingly saying.."Tu humari beti hai..Sukriti ..."
"Sukriti?"asked the girl faintly with confused face..to which Ramesh ji too joined them and said with teary eyes and broken voice.."Ha meri bacchi..tu...humari beti hai..Sukriti...."
That girl tried to sit up..to which Gita ji helped her to sit.. putting a pillow on her back..
"Par ..mujhe yaad kyun nahi aaraha kuch?"asked the girl again...
"Kyunki tujhe sar par gehri chot aayi hai.. isliye Teri yadaash chali gayi hai... isliye hi tujhe kuch yaad nahi aarahi hai beta..par tu Sukriti hi hai beta...yahi teri pehchan hai..."said Gita ji holding her face ..and kissed her forehead lovingly.. making her feel good...
"Aaplog sahi keh rahe ho..shayad main aaplogo ki hi beti hoon..kyunki mujhe aapse bahut apnapan mehsoos ho raha hai...maa aur baba..."saying so she hugged them...while they too hugged her.. kissing her forehead lovingly with teary eyes....
On the other side...
Sidharth with very difficulty with the help of his friends Kushal, Jay and Mahi..creamated the dead body....
Sidharth through out the time was not able to stand properly..so Kushal and Jay were holding him .. giving him support to stand with stability...while Mahi was sitting with Rita ji..consoling her..as she also had very high BP and sugar .and it may harm her body.. because of her taking extreme stress....
After the cremation Sidharth and Rita ji were taken to their home...
Rita ji somehow managed to control herself..but for Sidharth..it was difficult...and suffocating to even stay in that house..in their room..where they spend their beautiful moments..where they made love with each other passionately..where they together thought of so many dreams to be fulfilled...where they lived with each other.. together and happily...
But now the room and the house was devoid happiness..her laughter which once used to brighten their house to fullest....
Kushal slowly made Sidharth sit on his bed..while Jay made him drink water...
They both sat beside him...while he was sitting being numb .. without any tear in his eyes...
Kushal and Jay felt bad and heartbroken..as they considered Sana as their little sister..she was their bundle of joy...but she left them alone..in this world.. forcing them to survive in his world without her presence...
But still controlling their own pain..they decided to support their friend...
"Aise kab tak chup rahega Sid..?Apne andar itna dard chupa kar mat rakh..jitna bhi dard hai..apne andar se bahar nikal de..aur apne aapko strong baba..kyunki tujhe ab tere aur Sana ke sapne ko saakar karna hai..tum dono ke company ko heights of success pahunchana hai..mere bhai..tu tootega toh aunty ko kaun sambhalega?Unhe teri fikar hai..unhone bhi apni bahu ko khoya hai...tu aisa rehkar..unhe aur tension mat de mere bhai..."said Kushal... holding his shoulder.. making him understand the fact..that he have to be strong....now for him..for his mother..for the dream...which they thought earlier to fulfill together...
"Main thik hoon Jay aur Kushal..mujhe bas abhi ke liye akele chor do..."said Sidharth in his hoarse voice..
Kushal and Jay smiled with sadness agreeing to his words and goes from there..no before patting his shoulder...
Sidharth stood up and closed the door...he just roams around the room..like a dead person.. viewing every corner.. reimincing the moments that they spent in each corner of the room..
Main toh jiya na mara..
Hai ve das main ki Kara..
"Sidhu mera na sapna hai ki Mera aur tumhara company dono top par ho...hum saath mein sab deal sign kare...humari success sari duniya ko pata chalni chayiye...aur maa ko lekar hum ek bara sa bunglow mein rahenge...Kaha hum teeno Khushi se rahe..mere Kushal Bhai air Jay Bhai aur Mahi didi ke saath..."
Her every words were ringing in his ears .... looking at her pictures..the things..which she used to prefer or use....
Dil jude bina hi tooth gaye..
Hath mile Bina hi chuth gaye..
Ki likhe na lekh kismat ne
Baar baar rodh akhiyaan..
Tenu jo na vekh sakhiyaan..
Khole aaye aaj kudrat ne...
"Sidhu mujhe paison ka koyi lalach nahi ...jo bhi kar rahi..hoon maa ke liye..unko woh sab khushi Deni hai jo woh deserve karti hai..bachpan mein mere maa baap ka dehaant ho gaya tha...itne saalon baad mujhe phir ek maa mili..jinhone mujhe ji jaan se pyaar kiya..aur unki beti hone ke naate ...unki har ek khwahish Puri karni hai mujhe ..."
Katta main kive din...
Teri soth tere bin...
Main toh jiya na mara...
He looking everywhere with teary eyes..when he saw a stuff toy lying on the ground...
He bent down and picked it up... caressing it lovingly..he hugged it close to himself.. remembering her words....
Flashback...
"Sidhu...humara baccha hua toh mujhe beta aur beti dono chayiye..."said Sana while lying on him with both covered with after their passionate night....
"Accha..par woh kyun?"asked Sid playfully...
"Kyunki mujhe dono hi pasand hai...mujhe dono hi chayiye..dono bacchon ko khub padana hai...ek accha insaan banana hai...jisse woh samaj ko saath milkar sudhar sake..."said Sana dreamily...
"Accha"saying so he hovered over her again..."Par mujhe toh pura cricket team chayiye...aur uske liye toh.."saying so he kissed her earlobe sensually..."Humain aur bhi mehnat karni hogi..."saying so he covered both of them with duvet...
"Sidhu no..ahaan..yaar..chod na..aaj..Sidhu lag raha hai na..."said Sana continuously giggling and irritatingly..while he did his work.. making her finally submit herself..and respond to his actions.."
Flashback ends...
Sidharth laughed painfully with tears in his eyes..while remembering her words..
"Kitne sapne the humare..kitne aashayein the..par ek ghatna ne..sab kuch tabah kar diya..humare zindagi mein..tujhe mujhse alag kar diya...main mar kyun nahi gaya tab ..jab Tera daha sanskar kar raha tha..main khatam kyun nahi hogaya...jab tu panchatatva mein vilin ho gayi..aur abhi toh mujhe tere pass jaana hai Sana..main tere bina nahi reh sakta..na maine tere bina jeena sikha hai..aur na hi main tere bina jeena sikh sakta hoon..."saying so he stood up suddenly and started moving towards the side drawer and took out a bottle of sleeping pills...
Jag suna suna laage...
Jag suna suna laage...
Koi nahi rahe jab apna ...
Jag suna suna laage..
Jag suna suna laage re.....
He took out the bottle and looked at it with emotionless eyes .. remembering her face and words...
"Sidhu..mera tujhse waada raha..agar hum marenge bhi toh saath mein marenge...aur jiyenge bhi..toh saath mein jiyenge...koi humein ek dusre se alag nahi kar sakta...sirf maut hi hume alag kar sakta hai..par woh bhi hum saath mein apnayenge..."
"Tune waada kiya tha Sana ki hum maut bhi saath mein apnayenge...tu is waade ko bhul sakti hai..par main nahi..main aaraha hoon Sana..main aaraha hoon.."saying so in daze he gulped all the sleeping pills within the bottle...
Slowly and slowly..he started feeling dizziness.... sensing that his end is near..he smiled for one last time with tears in his eyes and said..."Main aaraha hoon Sana..Tera Sidhu tujhe akele nahi rehne dega...Tera Sidhu aaraha hai tere pass.."saying so he fall on the ground lifelessly with the sleeping pills bottle in his hand...
"I love you Sana..I love you..."saying so he closed his eyes finally with a smile on his face..while a lone tear escaped of his eyes.....
