After taking Sidharth to hospital....she hurriedly admitted him ...as he was not waking up from his unconscious state...
He was hurriedly taken for treatment..while Shehnaaz sat outside being in her thoughts... thinking about the events that happened till now..
"Kaun hai yeh insaan..jisse milkar aisa laga maano..inke liye hi mein itne saalon tak intezaar kar rahi thi..maano yahi hai..jiske liye main bani hoon..aur jo mere liye bane hai.. par mujhe kuch yaad nahi aaraha ..kuch bhi nahi.."whispering so Shehnaaz holds her head tightly as her head was in immense pain.. because of giving pressure on it too much for trying to think about her past ....
"Mam are you ok?"asked a nurse while forward her a glass of water ...as she could feel Shehnaaz 's uneasiness...
"Thank you"whispering so with a faint smile..she drank the glass of water hurriedly....
That nurse again asked her about her well being..while Shehnaaz nodded her head in yes.. telling her that she is fine....
The nurse smiled faintly and left from there... while Shehnaaz had tears in her eyes.. thinking about Sid...
"Kuch yaad kyun nahi aaraha mujhe bhagwan?Mujhe sab yaad dila jiye na..bahut dard hota hai yaha"saying so she pointed towards her heart and then continued..."Meri madad kardijiye bhagwan..mere saare sawalon ka jawaab aapke pass hi hai mujhe pata hai..mujhe bas meri yaadash wapis kardijiye..ki main asal mein kaun hoon..kya hai meri pehchan...aisa lagta hai ki..koi aur bhi hai jo mera intezaar mein apna din guzarta hai..aur jisne mein mili..unse milkar kuch alag hi mehsoos hua..mujhe mera khoya hua sach wapis Lauta dijiye bhagwan...lauta dijiye.."saying so she folds her hands .. praying looking upwards..while tears were continuously rolling of her eyes...
But suddenly on closing her eyes..she saw some hazy hazy pictures..like a man was carrying a women to their room..an old women was caressing a girl's head lovingly...a women was running around the whole house laughing and giggling..while a man chased her laughing wholeheartedly.. doing fun with her....and slowly slowly.. everything became clear in front of her eyes.. finally after the long wait of 7 years....she got back her memory...she remembered her Sid...her maa.. everything..and also what happened that day..but more than that..she regretted to forget her better half..her lifelines for such a long span of time..
She started thinking remembering everything of what happened that day..if she would have listened his words..then may be she would not have been away from her family for so many days....
But controlling her emotions..she stood up to go to her Sid..but was stopped by the doctor who said..that he will be taken to normal ward and then she can meet him...
Nodding her head..she again sat down..while shaking her legs continuously to control her already overpowered emotions....
After sometime....
Sid was shifted to normal ward..while Shehnaaz entered his room..and her eyes directly fall on his sleeping figure..which was pale and weak..as if someone took off his life from him..
Looking at his sleeping figure....her eyes already got filled with tears..she started walking towards him slowly..while her heart was beating rapidly in nervousness...and fear..but.. controlling herself..she slowly with her shivering hand caressed his head lovingly..while a drop of tear fall of her eyes..
Feeling something watery on his face..Sid slowly opened his eyes..only to witness his love..his soulmate...his life.. standing infront of him..all fit and fine..with tears in her eyes...
His eyes automatically got teary looking at her after 7 long years....
"Shehnaaz"whispering her name weakly..he tried to touch her..while she hurriedly holds his hand tightly and started kissing it continuously.. breaking down completely infront of him... laying on his chest.. hugging him tightly..she cried expressing her pain and emotions...
"Sidhu..mera Sidhu..mujhe maaf karde..main bahut buri hoon na..maine tujhe kitna dukh aur dard diya..jis kaaran teri halat itni kharab hogayi..I am sorry..I am sorry..."saying so continuously cried burying her face on his chest..while he smiled and caressed her head lovingly.. saying"Nahi meri jaan..jo hua woh humara kismat tha..Teri galti nahi thi..shayad humare kismat mein itne samay ke liye bicharna likha tha.. isliye hum bichre..aur mujhe vishwas tha ki tu mere paas wapis laut kar aayegi hi..aur dekh uparwale ke aashirwad se tu mere pass laut aayi..bas mere liye wahi kaafi hai.."
Shehnaaz broke the hug and looked with teary eyes saying..."Mujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi tha Sid..in 7 saalon mein mujhe bahut sapne aaye..hum dono ke ek ek palon ki par..main kuch dekh nahi paayi..mar mar kar jeeya hai maine in saath saalon mein..maa aur papa ne bahut khushi di..par meri khushi kahi aur thi maano...bas yahi tha ki mujhe meri yaadash wapis mil jaaye bas...
Aur humari kismat toh dekho..uparwale ne hume ek dusre se aaj hi ke din Mila diya...mujhe mere Sidhu ke pass bhej diya..mujhe meri zindagi lauta di..bas mujhe tere pass rehna hai..tujhse dur nahi jaana mujhe aur..kyunki ab bichre toh main mar jaun..."she was going to continue but was stopped by Sid..who put his hand on her mouth... nodding his head in no he said..."Hume alag ab koi nahi kar sakta..agar mrityu bhi aagayi..tab bhi nahi..kyunki hum so jism ek jaan hai..aur ek hi jaan ko hum alag nahi kar sakte..tu meri hai ..thi aur rahegi..is Janam hi nahi..saathon janam hum ek hai...kisi ki ab himmat nahi ki hume alag kar sake..."saying he holds her hand tightly..while she nodded her head with a big smile on her face..while tears were continuously flowing of her eyes...
"Maa kaisi hai Sidhu?"asked Sana while her voice was cracking because of her extreme pain...
"Thik nahi hai woh..sirf mere liye jee rahi hai woh..par mujhe pta hai..woh andar se bahut hi toot chuki hai..par apne gham ko bhula kar saat saalon se woh mujhe sambhal rahi hai.."said Sid being sad while talking about his mother..
Shehnaaz holds his hand more tightly..he looked at her ..while she nodded her head saying..."Main aagayi hoon Sidhu..ab maa ko main sambhalungi..unhe hardum khush rakhungi..jisse in beete saalon ke gham ko woh kuch hadh Tak bhula sake..."
"Sana mujhe tere saath jaldi hi Ghar lautna hai...kab mujhe discharge milega yaha se?"asked Sidharth..while Shehnaaz smiled and kissed his forehead lovingly.. saying.."Kal hi Sidhu..par.."
"Par kya Sana?"asked Sidharth desperately..while Shehnaaz turned to the otherside.. looking outside the room's window seriously..she said.."Par main ghar nahi laut paungi.."
Sidharth hurriedly sat straight and asked.."Par kyun Sana...kyun nahi aa payegi Ghar?"
"Kyunki abhi bhi bahut kaam baaki hai.."whispered Sana.. while Sid looked at her with confused expressions on his face...
