HIS INNOCENT SINNER

11. A Dark Need

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His emerald eyes watched her running out of his private lounge which made him clench his jaw as his head continued to repeat her words that she hated him. She fucking hated him but why the fuck it was bothering him so much? Unable to control his anger, he threw everything that had been placed on that table in front of the sofa, including those glasses, bottles of liquor.

Shattering everything cruelly, he growled like a ruthless caged beast who had just been unleashed after ages. She fucking hated him. Her words echoed inside his head like there was no tomorrow which made him clutch his hair aggressively. An extremely cavernous and dark part inside him was throbbing to go behind her and dragged her here back so that he could teach her how the fuck to hate. That part inside him was aching to have her back here underneath him where he would be giving her every reason to feel every single thing for him except for hatred but he knew how immoral and irrational those thoughts were. He had no right to think about her like this but then why the fuck he could not control his own thoughts when it came to that fucking teenager?

He had always been a man who seeked authority, control, dominance but right now, he was failing in controlling his mere fucking thoughts about an 18 years girl who had nothing special in her. Nothing he had ever wanted for himself but little did he know that mere teenager was not his want but had started becoming his need. A dark and sinful need.

His thoughts got interrupted by the sound of his phone ringing. He took out his phone from his pocket and saw Prerna's name flashing on it which made him sigh heavily. Somehow he did think about betraying his fiance whom he claimed to love so much but the most pathetic and dreadful fact regarding this was that he was still not feeling any guilt of thinking about betraying his commitments towards Prerna when he knew he should.

He had never tried to even look at any other woman or girl since the day he and his college love, Prerna had started dating each other because he had been the worst but never a fuckboy or a playboy ever in his life then why he was getting those illogical thoughts about that girl whom he had just met few days ago? Why? He was remorseful about bringing those tears in her alluring brown eyes but he was not feeling any guilt regarding thinking about betraying his commitments towards Prerna. He had fucked up completely but no, he could not let his happen at all. He had loved just one woman in his life and that woman was going to be his wife very soon, so he just needed to focus on her. That was it. But little did he know how true this thought of his was going to be about his wife and his love. That he was actually going to marry the true love of his life.

Exhaling a heavy sigh, he picked up Prerna's call and uttered.

"Hello..."

"Zayansh, where are you?" He heard Prerna's seductively feminine voice which was far more attractive than her soft shivering voice but still.....that trembling voice of hers had started growing his ears deaf to each and every other kind of voice.

"You said you will be here and I am waiting here for you for almost an hour now," he sighed, hearing her words. He had told her that he was going to meet her tonight to spend his night with her as he was habitual of spending his nights with her since his college days. Their relationship had first built up through physical intimacy and then it led to love according to him and now it was going to that edge of forever named marriage.

"I had some argument with my dad, so I came here in my hotel to relax my mind," he told her the half truth as Prerna was already aware of his tensed up relations with his father.

"Oh...come on....come here. Why did you get there alone? Come to me and I will help you in relaxing," he noticed her voice turning more sensual which he knew what exactly it meant and in other times, it used to excite him but currently the thought of having intimate with any other woman was displeasing him, even with this woman whom he considered the love of his life and who was going to be his future wife and he exactly knew it was just because of that one specific person who had now started fucking him up terribly.