Thin Line Between You & Me

Chapter eighteen: Surprises and a future with you

Minji

We all know that life throws the most unexpected surprises at us. And those surprises sometimes change what we believe in or think of. Unless you're one of those assholes that believe that they're never wrong, or that what they believe is right. Come on, we're grown people who can think properly and make proper decisions. And not act like childish fools that haven't grown up and taken the responsibilities of adulthood. I can name so many people but I won't, because it's truly just embarrassing. How are people so ignorant, selfish, and pricks? I don't even know but that's how being a human works.

You can use me as a prime example.

I've never put much thought in to having a family with anyone. Like it never crossed my mind because I once thought that families meant nothing, that they had no sole value. After all, that's what my father had taught me. He complained about the family he had built for years, saying that it was all a distraction for him. That having a family guided him away from the success he so claimed that was his true destiny. And because of it, he disciplined me to never have a family. In his world, women were just holes for us to stick our cocks in and then leave them there like the sluts they are.

And I can't even deny and say that I never thought like that of a woman, I did, many times but never of Hanni. Hanni was more than just a woman for me to stick inside of. No, she was never that for me. She was more of a woman that would listen if I ever wanted to let my emotions out. She definitely was the woman I felt safe around, it was just a feeling with her since the start. And it completely changed the view of things for me after a while. To the point where Hanni was the only woman I looked at, I just never realized why.

Hanni had always been different for me, in a good way. And the news I'm about to hear was going to change everything for me. In a good way. 

"Hanni, you're not feeling well. I just hope it's nothing bad for you." I said and Hanni gave me that sweet smile of hers. "Baby, I was just feeling a little nauseous." She said and I gave her a scoff. "A little nauseous? You were about to pass out!" I said with a huff and she gave me a little giggle. "You worry too much." I looked at her with loving eyes as I brought her hand up and kissed it. "I love you, and I would never want anything bad to happen to you." I said and she let out a sound of awe. "You're really sweet..when you want to be." She said with a playful eye roll and I looked at her with playful offense. "When am I not sweet? I'm sweeter than candy, sweetie." I said with sass and she let out a laugh.

Her other hand reached out to cup my cheek as she was letting out little giggles that just seemed to melt my heart. "You have that right, you're sweeter than candy." She said as she pulled me down to kiss my forehead. I could feel the butterflies blooming at the gesture, I love when she does that. When she leaves precious little kisses anywhere on my face. I find it so endearing and sweet. "Sometimes I tend to believe that you were a puppy in your past life, because you definitely act like one now." She said ruffling my hair and I let out a whine as I pulled away from her.

"I do not! I just...like the gestures." I said and she gave me a hum as she extended her arms, offering me a hug. And without a single second thought, I leaned down and let myself be wrapped in comforting arms. "You're such a baby." She said through a chuckle and I let out an annoyed hum as I positioned my upper body on her better. I could already feel my eyelids getting heavy, I could just fall asleep right here. But the door to the hospital room we were currently in made my eyes open wide again.

"It's heart warming seeing a couple like this, which means what I'm about to say will make you two happy." I lifted my head off her chest and turned to look at the doctor a bit confused. What does she mean? What could possibly make us happy right now? Think, Minji. The only good news I can think of is Hanni being cancer free, which means she will live a happy life without any pain or whatsoever. I feel like I'm completely missing the picture right now, and it's making me feel a little dumb.