Bill kaulitz x self insert

Angry

Nicole's pov:

I was waiting for bill to come home after a long day at the studio when I heard the door unlock. I sprung up and wrapped my arms around bill but he only pushed me off and went to the room. I was super confused and upset. I went into the room and saw bill laying in bed not facing me. I frowned and sat next to him.
"Bill..what happened.." I tried to comfort him but he only stayed silent only a mumble was heard.
"Baby I can't hear you..what?" I tried getting him to face me but he soon snapped at me.
"I just had a fucking fight with the guys and I come home to a yapping girlfriend! Can't get a moment of silence!" He yelled before shoving me off the bed and storming to the bathroom. I gasped and laid on the floor crying. I couldn't even comfort my own boyfriend..

Bill's pov:

I slid down the door and started to cry. First me and the guys had an argument and now I hurt my girlfriend. Both mentally and physically. I heard some noise in the kitchen so I collected myself and came out of the bathroom. I saw Nicole put two mugs of tea out and put on titanic,my favorite movie..she didn't notice I was there and turned around to probably get me and jumped when she saw me but then looked at the ground,avoiding eye contact and took my hand softly and pulled me onto the couch.
"The group chat called so if you want to talk to them..if you want to talk about it when you want to I'll be here.." she muttered,still not looking at me. I didn't even have to look at her to see the tears rimming her eyes. I took my phone and swallowed hard. The call  went well and we all made up but when I went to go back to Nicole I saw her wrapped in a blanket softly crying while petting our dog. I felt my heart shatter all over again and took a deep breath before going over to her when I noticed her wiping her head with a wet paper towel. With each wipe it got more and more red. Without her noticing me I grabbed the med kit and crouched down in front of her.
"Let me.." I muttered before moving her hand to reveal a wound. We both sat in silence beside Nicole's sniffles. When I finished bandaging her head I placed a kiss on the wound and lifted her head to look at me. I couldn't handle seeing her crying anymore and soon started to cry myself. I wrapped my arms around her and let her cry on my shoulder. After a while she stopped crying and just held me. I kissed the side of her head.
"I'm sorry.." I mumbled into her neck. She wiped her tears.
"It's okay..now come on up the tea is getting cold.." she giggled. I smiled and cuddled up next to her.

Nicole's pov:

I woke up and felt Bill's arms around me. I smiled softly but part of me was still hurt. I tried to get up for work but he was too strong.
"Stay for today..I didn't properly make it up to you." He mumbled. I decided to see where this would lead so I laid back down. Bill smiled against my skin and rested his head in the crook of my neck and shoulder.
"Do you know how much you mean to me..?" He hummed. I honestly didn't know how to respond..his words from yesterday really stung..I guess he noticed my lack of response because his smile faded a bit to a look of shame.
"Oh baby..look at me..you mean so much to me..I can't even imagine a world without you.." he stroked my hair and held my face.
"You're the reason I keep going..I love you and you mean so much to me.." he kissed my nose making me smile. The whole day consisted of Bill telling me he's sorry and how much he loves me,cuddles and a story of what happened the night before.