Bill kaulitz x self insert

Invisble

Warning: sad thoughts and thoughts of disappearing and all that

Nicole's pov:

Me and bill had gotten in a huge fight and now bill wouldn't speak to me. He wouldn't speak,look or acknowledge my existence and it was really starting to take a toll on me. My friends already didn't acknowledge my existence and now my own boyfriend. This all started with him not coming home. He would always go to work,party then go to a friend's house or his brother's house. After the argument I had been sleeping on the couch while he slept in the room. I thought he would come around but it had been a week and nothing. He was sitting on the couch on his phone with me saying his name over and over again and begging him to talk to me. However he still didn't budge. The tears that had collected in my waterline now began to trickle down my cheeks as I tried desperately to get him to talk to me and when he didn't I groaned in frustration and stormed out. I didn't want to go to a place where I knew someone could find me so I decided to park my car in the parking lot of an abandoned building. I already felt invisible so who would care if I wasn't there.

Bill's pov:

The guilt started to settle in as I heard the door slam shut. However I reassured myself that she would be back and I could apologize. I decided to nap until Nicole had gotten back when I noticed a notebook on her side of the nightstand I had never seen before. Curious I opened the page that was marked with a pen and started to read. It was wrong to snoop but I truly thought nothing of it.

It had officially been a week since bill and I had argued and it was if he were like my friends. He was treating me like I were invisible. Maybe if I were gone no one would even notice. No one noticed when I was there anyway so why would they notice when I wasn't? I miss Bill,I miss my friends but I wasn't important to them but what can you do?

My mouth hung open in shock and my face went pale. Did she really think that no one cared about her? I put the notebook back and grabbed my keys. Every worse scenario was running through my head. I had called everyone she knew and asked if they knew where she was but no one had spoken to her before she stormed out. Why had I been so immature? It was my fault we ended up here. I called Nicole over and over and over but nothing. I pulled over and cried for what seemed like forever. Was she really gone? I drove all over the city until it was night and I had passed an abandoned area and saw a car. It was a pink 2013 Aston Martin DB9 and sitting on the hood was Nicole. She was okay! I jumped out the car and hugged her tight. She gasped but didn't react. Every emotion that had been built up released in a form of tears. I didn't do anything but sob and say I'm sorry.

Nicole's pov:

I couldn't believe that it was actually bill. Was he really holding me? Was he actually there?
"Baby it's me..I know I've been distant..I'm sorry..I'm sorry for ignoring you..I'm sorry I hadn't been checking up on you.." he sobbed into my shoulder.
"So you read my journal huh.." he softly nodded.
"I didn't mean to snoop but I didn't know..and I didn't know you felt that way..I know I wasn't a good boyfriend but I'll be better..I'll be home more,I'll take you to practice,take you on dates." He kissed my temple and stroked my cheek, wiping them of any tears. I sniffled and smiled. Bill smiled and kissed my forehead.
"There's my girl's pretty smile.." he chuckled. We soon went home and since I had gotten home after Bill I saw him sitting on the couch with his arms open. I smiled softly and cuddled into them.
"M'sorry.." he muttered into my neck,hugging me tight. I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his head.
"It's okay..let's talk about it tomorrow.." he nodded and I felt myself about to drift off.

Bill's pov:

I felt guilty on how much sleep she had lost from being forced to sleep on the couch so I picked her up and placed her in bed. I got her dressed in something comfortable and curled up next to her. I really did miss cuddling with my girlfriend. I woke up the next day and gave Nicole a kiss before getting ready and before I left I wrote a note promising I would be home on time and would have a little surprise for her. I kissed her again and left.

Nicole's pov:

I sighed when I didn't feel bill next to me but was used to it so I got up and saw a note on the counter. A promise of being home on time. My heart was lit with hope and I Decided to write some songs while I waited for him to come home. A few hours went by and it was 6:30 and still no sign of Bill. I sighed and knew it was pointless to wait for him but I got a text saying to meet him outside. Confused I went outside and saw him holding something behind his back.
"I wanted to make it up to you since I knew you weren't being treated right so I decided to get you a little friend for when I'm gone and when you feel like you have no one.." then bill pulled a small kitten from behind his back. I gasped and my eyes widened.
"Bill you didn't!" I gasped giving him the biggest hug.
"I did! You were going through a lot and I only made it worse so I thought since you wanted a cat for so long.." he pressed the kittens face to my forehead gently like it was kissing my forehead making me giggle.
"You're forgiven now let's go inside it's getting cold" he smiled and when we got inside he held me by the waist and carried me to the bed and turned on one of our favorite movies (mean girls and ten things I hate about you obvi)