Bill kaulitz x self insert

Liar

Nicole's pov:

I was getting ready for bill and I's date night that I had planned for just the two of us since it had been awhile since we went out on a date night. Bill said he had some work to finish and to meet him there and I agreed.  It was a pretty formal restaurant so I got on my nicest dress and did my hair and makeup. When I got there I texted bill that I was there and to just text me when he was here. However an hour went by and no sign of bill. I gave him the benefit of the doubt and waited a bit longer. Soon 2 and a half hours later and still no sign. No text,no call no nothing. I sighed,feeling a little embarrassed since everyone was staring at me with confusion and/or with pity. I saw a notification popped up and saw that bill and posted something on his instagram. I cocked my eyebrow and opened it. My heart sank when I saw him at a party. Tears welled in my eyes and I grabbed my purse,payed for my food and left. I tried calling bill but he didn't answer. I threw my phone in my passenger seat and just sat in my car for a bit and cried. I knew bill was a party guy but I never thought he would ditch me just to go to the club and not even tell me. After a while I drove home and waited for bill to come home. When he did come home it was 1:45 in the morning and he was wasted. I helped him to the room and got him in fresh clothes and removed his makeup. When I was done I went to get him water when I felt his hand grab mine.
"M'love you.." he slurred,kissing my hand. I smiled softly and left the room. I knew it was kinda pathetic but I couldn't sleep in the same bed as him and just sat on the couch wondering why he ditched me and lied. The next morning I was staring at the black TV screen lost in my thoughts when I felt arms wrap around my waist.
"Baby..." he mumbled,trying to get my attention. I couldn't even look at him let alone speak to him.
"Don't. I can't even look at you right now bill." I huffed before pushing his arms off of me and getting dressed to have some me time. When I finished getting ready bill only hung his head low and sat on the couch. I felt a ping of guilt but was still upset with what he did. I spent the whole day doing the things I loved but a part of me was still empty. It was already 6 so I decided to go home. I wasn't happy that bill stood me up and lied to me but at the end of the day we all make mistakes and I still loved him. When I walked through the door I heard soft crying. Confused,I went into our shared room and saw bill crying while our cat tried nuzzling into him. Now I really felt like a douche..I sat on the bed next to him and patted his head. He seemed really surprised and gave me a tight hug. Almost a hug of relief.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.." he muttered over and over again.
"It's okay baby.." I mumbled into his shoulder.
"No..it isn't.." he sniffled,running his fingers through my hair.
"It wasn't but I forgive you.." I kissed his cheek and saw him light up. He kissed my face all over. I giggled and snuggled into him.
"I'll make it up to you,I promise" he assured.
"Actually, this was all I wanted..it's perfect" I mumbled into his chest. He smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed my head and I felt myself drift off. The next morning I woke up to flowers and cuddles from my boyfriend.

A/n: y'all I'm so sorry for forgetting to post yesterday 😭