Bill kaulitz x self insert

"I want to be high on you"

Nicole's pov:

Bill was sitting on the couch,blunt in hand doing nothing while I just glared at him from the kitchen,doing the dishes he left secretly wishing I had the courage to grab the blunt and throw it out the window. It has been like this for a few months now with me doing everything around the house while bill just smoked. He was already super high which made me upset. I didn't like when people smoked weed and bill knew that. However I just swallowed my frustrations and just did the tasks,knowing bill wouldn't do them. I glared at him till he stumbled into the room to go to bed..not even saying goodnight. I felt a pain in my chest and continued doing the dishes until I finished and went to sleep on the couch (trying to ignore the smell of weed). I went to work the next day pleading bill to help clean up the house since food from last night was still out due to the weed causing him to get up and snack. He promised he would help and I went to work having hope in my heart. When I came home after a long exhausting and bad day I had noticed nothing had been done. I saw bill yet again smoking on the couch and just snapped. I stormed into the room and took a bag of my belongings,ignoring his slurred questions. He tried hugging me but I pushed him away and felt tears stream down my face.
"Baby..what'd I do..?" He tried to hug me again but I just turned my back.
"It's about what you don't do,bill. I'm so tired of having to do everything myself,you don't show me love anymore,you only smoke,eat and sleep. I'm done. Goodbye, bill" I pushed past him,ignoring his pleas for me to stay and just left for my friend's house.

Bill's pov:

I stood,my jaw dropped slightly and refused to come to terms that Nicole was actually gone until I heard the door slam shut when it hit me. I broke down crying and sat on the now cold bed and felt guilt. About an hour later I wiped my tears and took the bag of weed and went outside,throwing it into the fire pit and lit it on fire. I went back inside and saw the mess of the house and started cleaning,hoping to myself this is just a horrible nightmare and Nicole would come back soon. When I was done I picked up my phone just to see if Nicole was safe.
"What,bill." She grumbled. I took a deep breath.
"I'm done..I will never pick up another drug again if it means I can't have you..please give me a chance..I love you..please.." I couldn't help but tear up. It was silent until she sighed.
"I don't know bill..the past few months have drained me to no end and I don't know if I can do it..I need time." I felt my heart shatter and agreed to give her the time she needed. She deserved it after all..she had been through so much. I hung up and flopped on the couch next to our puppy. He licked at my hand,making me chuckle a bit. However I just felt so empty. A few days had gone by and the withdrawals were getting so strong but it wasn't the need for weed it was the need for Nicole..I missed hugging her,cuddling her,kissing her..I just missed her. I heard a knock on my door. Confused,I opened it to see Nicole drunk. She was stumbling and she could barely open her eyes.
"Missed you...M'sorry..m'want you.." she slurred. I immediately took her in and took her into my arms when she started crying.
"Bill.." was all she sobbed,leaning into my chest.
"Shh..it's okay..I've got you" I comforted,placing her on the bed,getting her in some comfy clothes and getting her water. She took it and after she drank the water I found her asleep and smiled a bit. I kissed her head and fell asleep next to her. When I woke up the next morning I found nicole gone and heard some noise in the kitchen. When I went to check it out I saw her cooking breakfast and felt my heart swell. However it was my turn to take care of her.

Nicole's pov:

I felt arms wrap around my waist and bill nuzzling into my neck.
"You're supposed to be resting..let me take care of you now kleine Taube.." (Little dove). My heart melted at the nickname and felt myself be hoisted over his shoulder and be placed on the couch (which no longer smelled like weed). He kissed my cheek,making me giggle and finished breakfast. He brought me a plate and I thanked him. He sat next to me and we sat in silence until we were done eating and I rested on his lap.he cupped my face and stroked my hair.
"I promise I'll treat you better..I'll do more." I reached up and stroked his cheek.
"I believe you.." he kissed me and we spent the day cuddling and bill not letting me get up which made me giggle.