Bill kaulitz x self insert

Never going to let you down

Nicole's pov:

Me and bill were arguing about him being told I was cheating by his friend who clearly wants to get with him but he still believed her over me so now we were here.
"You know what bill? Believe her I don't care anymore. She has no proof I'm cheating I don't even leave the house so how the hell would I cheat on you?!" I yelled before throwing my phone at him and storming to the room to pack my things. His eyes widened at my suitcase but I only made my way to the door. He dropped my phone on the counter and ran to stop me.
"Meine liebe please don't Go!" He pleaded grabbing my wrist. I pushed him off and turned to face him.
"You chose your best friend over your fucking girlfriend. You spread misinformation around so now everyone hates me. I lost the love of my life and my fucking career all because you don't have a fucking backbone!" Tears flooded my eyes and my voice cracked. Bill just stood there not knowing what to do. I had enough and just walked out.

Bill's pov:

I jumped as the door slammed shut and the gates to my eyes opened causing tears to stream down my face. How could I even believe Amy? She had a history of lying and it was true..she did have no proof. My world came crumbling down that night. I ruined everything. I knew I had to fix everything or die trying. I grabbed my phone and noticed Nicole's phone on the counter. I sniffled and saw a background of us and broke down once again.
"I am so fucking sorry Nikki..I'll fix everything.." I muttered to no one. I told Amy to never contact me again or anyone I know and love and blocked her. I knew Nicole would come back for her phone so that was when I would try and get her back.

The next day: Nicole's pov:

I drove to bills house to get my phone and knocked on the door. He opened it and took a deep breath. He pulled me inside and went to get my phone.
"Can we talk..?" He asked softly.
"About what..you let someone you knew for only 2 years ruin my life!" I huffed. He nodded, shame written on his face.
"I know...I'm sorry..I want to make it up to you but you need to let me in just a bit..please." He pleaded gripping my hand softly. I still loved Bill but he ruined everything.
"I don't know if I could ever trust you again..with what happened..I can't. Maybe one day but not today..not right now.." I muttered before leaving. Why was this so fucking messy..

Bills pov:

My heart shattered but I knew she was right. This wasn't a small mistake she might lose everything because of me. I grabbed my notebook and started to write a song. Tokio Hotel's new album will have at least one song about Nicole. I knew she would never take me back but I just wanted her to have her career back. While writing I heard my phone ring and saw a text from the band group chat.

Gustav: hey I was wondering why Nicole might cancel her tour? Linda really wanted to go

Tom: I don't know but she said people were returning tickets so not a lot of people were going to go

My heart sunk. I was going to save this for our tour once the album came out but I knew I couldn't. I pulled out my phone and hit record.

"So this is bill from Tokio Hotel and you all know that some drama has stirred up with my now ex girlfriend Nicole Tomiczak..in an interview I had said she cheated on me but I heard that from someone I thought was my friend but it turns out it wasn't true and I had believed her over Nicole. Now her career is declining and her life is practically falling apart because of my stupid gullibility. So if you are watching this please know Nicole never cheated and to stop dragging her name. Thank you." I posted the video and it instantly blew up Everyone was sending love and support to the both of us. I was happy people knew the truth but something still felt off. Her..she was still missing..

A few months later: bills pov:

The album was done and we were on tour. I sent a text to Nicole asking her to be there but got no reply. I sighed and got ready for the show. When we came out I was met with Nicole's gaze. I smiled softly and grabbed my mic.
"I would like to thank everyone for coming out tonight especially Nicole Tomiczak for being here even though I did some fucked up shit.." I chuckled softly. She smiled a bit and we continued with the show. Soon the song 'never going to let you down' I saw a few tears slip from Nicole's eyes.soon the concert ended and me and the guys went backstage. Once we were dressed and had everything packed up I went outside and saw Nicole. I walked up to her and saw her smile a bit.
"The song was sweet.. and so was the video." She muttered.
"Well everyone needed to know.." my voice was shaky and quiet. She nodded a bit and showed me her phone. Her sales went up again. I smiled and hugged her,spinning her..like I used to. I put her down and waited hopefully for her to confirm what our relationship was at this point.
"What you did was really fucked up...but I guess I'm willing to give us a chance again..It'll take a while to trust you again like a long while but I can't live without you by my side.." she fidgeted with her necklace and I couldn't hold back any longer and leaned in to kiss her. She giggled and kissed me back. I felt as if sparks floated around us relighting that once dark candle. I ran my hand through her soft brown hair and smiled.
"My angel..." I mumbled making her smile.
"My Malibu Barbie.." she giggled. That was something she started calling me since I dyed my hair blonde. I chuckled and kissed her again. She smiled and returned the kiss. We returned home and we were happy once again.