I couldn’t think straight or walk straight as we arrived at the first concert my mind still on our earlier intimacy. Had I broken the reporter code by letting myself get involved. Was it right to be feeling this way about him when I knew I needed to use him for my career. And if he found out about my plan would interaction like that ever happen again. How could I be his when I needed him for the money. Would he understand. Would anyone understand?
“what’s wrong princess? You seem a little distracted”
Evan sat next to me in the dressing room.
“my mind’s just a bit, preoccupied.”
I answered softly. Should I tell him? It could ruin everything. But if I don’t tell him I’d be keeping a secret from the only man whose ever cared about me at all.
“Preoccupied? With what doll? Are you worried about me using you?”
Oh the irony… but do I tell him?
“N-no, it’s just that…well… Evan I…I didn’t expect to be feeling this way… I was… honestly I was planning on using you to boost my career but then all of this happened and… I can’t get you off my mind it’s like every moment that I’ve lived was leading me to you and now every second I continue to live is only for you… you are my world and I have no clue what to do because I wasn’t taught to love I was taught to use…. But I don’t want to use you anymore…”
That was it. I told him. Now what?
Evan looked…well his expression was unreadable.
“I have to go perform.”
With that he walked away.
I felt horrible. I was using him at first but I fell for him and now I felt like shit.
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Broken or One of a Kind?
RomanceAn emo fanfiction By Lily Death About Tx2 or Evan Thomas This is fictional and is not meant to be taken seriously. While the characters in this story have real people's names this story is pure fiction and should not be taken literally, the charact...
