Broken or One of a Kind?

Part 1: Heart or Dreams, What's it Gonna be Kid?

I was sitting in my room, it was a mess because I was depressed and didn't care to clean up. My big sibling Oliver was in it's room across from mine playing it's favorite song Black Wedding by Tx2. It was loud, usually I would have complained about the obnoxious noise, but the music wasn't obnoxious just loud. I was scrolling through my Instagram feed not really paying attention. Laying on my stomach with my feet kicking in the air behind me. I was listening to Parents by Yungblud.
"♪I was born in a messed up century♪"
I sang along subconsciously.
"Hey Lil can you turn that down? I'm trying to watch a show on Netflix"
My little brother had walked in to ask.
"Sure little one but I'm using headphones I'm pretty sure you're hearing Vee's music"
I turned down my music despite this and went back to writing interview questions I'd eventually ask Evan(tx2 for those who didn't know). My little brother Kaleb had walked out of my room leaving the door wide open.
"Knock knock"
It was my beautiful ex girlfriend Katie. Since we broke up we have gotten along pretty well aside from the whole song writing incident.
"Hi Kat, what's up?"
I put aside my interview questions and took out my earbuds.
"I know I still owe you a lot of things I promised when we were together but I thought I'd start paying off the debt"
She hadn't kept a single promise she made when we were together but I never held it against her.
"Really? You know you don't have to right?"
I always assured her it was hard for me to accept other people caring about my feelings after all.
"I want to Lily. Besides you are going to love this. I asked Ryan and he's okay with it."
I was slightly confused but very excited.
"Okay with what? Spill girly"
Ryan was my stepdad he was very strict but also very relaxed about rules it was confusing. But as always most things I wanted to do like being an actress or a musician or going to London England were not allowed.
"I got us tickets to a bunch of concerts in England."
She what?? I was so tempted to jump on her and kiss her.
"You're kidding right? Like there's no way. Ryan would never go for that. What's the catch?"
Whenever I talked about going to the UK Ryan would refuse claiming he thinks I'd run away. So there had to be a catch.
"The catch is... Chris is coming with us..."
Chris was my birth father who abandoned me and abused me and Oliver when we were little.
"Daddy's coming with us? No, I can't stand that man it's not happening, Katie."
I was putting my foot down.
"Lily, I know how you feel but this is the only way Ryan would agree and we need him on our side to convince Sammy"
She gently put her hand on my shoulder.
"You're right. Fine. I'll agree but if daddy tries to touch me at all I swear I'm kicking him in the balls."
Sammy was my mother, she had NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) so convincing her of anything was difficult.