Broken Promises

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 14: ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀᴛᴇ

Seungkwan was sitting on his bed, waiting for Vernon to come pick him up.

He waited in his room for about five minutes until he eventually heard a knock on his door. He stood up and went to open the door.

When he opened the door, he saw Vernon, who had a bright smile on his face.

"How are you, love?" Vernon started the conversation, as he hated to be in a room without anyone talking. "I'm fine, but don't call me that ever again."

Even though Seungkwan tried to be harsh, his face betrayed him, as a shade of red was visible on his face. Vernon laughed, finding the sight in front of him cute. Vernon came in and sat down on Seungkwan's bed. The older male also sat down on his bed.

They both didn't talk for awhile until Vernon asked him to go somewhere. "So, do you want to go to the school garden?"

Seungkwan looked at him before nodding his head shyly, as he wasn't used to hanging out with Vernon. "Sure, let's go." Both of them stood up from Seungkwan's bed.

Vernon, being the gentleman that he is, of course opened the door for Seungkwan, while the older one replied with a quiet 'thanks".

Vernon chuckled and took Seungkwan's hand, which was obviously smaller, in his hand. The older male was taken aback by the sudden action, causing his eyes to go wide in shock.

Seungkwan wanted to let go of Vernon's hand, as he was scared that someone called Chan would see them and spread in the whole group chat, or worse, in the whole school.

But he soon realized that if he couldn't date the other male, he might as well just enjoy these little moments with him. They both arrived at the school garden, which was empty as it was seven p.m. and most students would be in their dorms doing whatever.

Seungkwan and Vernon were walking around the school garden, enjoying each other's presence and the quiet atmosphere. As they finally reached a bench, they sat down, still not knowing what to talk about.

Even if it was awkward, Seungkwan couldn't deny that he did enjoy it. "Seungkwan..." The older male looked at Vernon and hummed. "I just want to say that I love you."

Vernon wasn't sure if this was the right time to tell Seungkwan, as they both didn't know each other that well.

But he had to let his feelings out. Even if Seungkwan rejected him in the end, at least he wouldn't regret it later on. Vernon didn't want to admit it, but he had a little hope that Seungkwan liked him too.

Even if Seungkwan didn't, at least he was able to express his feelings. Seungkwan was frozen, not knowing what to do or say.

This is what he had feared the most; he wished it would've never happened; he wished that no one would love him ever again, but here he was, sitting on a bench with a man who was confessing his feelings for him.

He was scared, and he didn't want to break Vernon's heart. What if Vernon hated him after this? Would they be able to stay friends? Seungkwan looked down, starting to shake his head.

"No, you don't love me. Tell me that it is a lie, please." Vernon was taken aback by this reaction. He expected every possible thing, but this? He expected Seungkwan to answer sassily, sure, but never had he expected Seungkwan to panic this much.

"Seungkwan, I love you. Why are you so scared?" Seungkwan continued to shake his head, denying the fact that Vernon did love him. "No, Vernon, you don't understand." Seungkwan started shaking, which made the younger male worried.

He didn't expect this to escalate this much. Seungkwan took deep breaths, trying to calm himself down. Vernon tried to hug him, but Seungkwan pushed him off, which made Vernon even more confused.

Seungkwan eventually calmed down; however, he couldn't bring himself to look into Vernon's eyes. "Vernon, I'm sorry, but we can't date; it just wouldn't work."

Seungkwan stood up, wanting to leave the garden, but he felt a hand grab his wrist. Vernon pulled him back onto the bench, looking at Seungkwan desperately for answers.

"Why? Why won't we work?" Seungkwan wasn't ready to tell anyone about his past. Soonyoung was the only person who knew about it, but other than that, no one else knew. "I-I can't tell you; I'm sorry..."

Seungkwan felt like someone had stabbed him. It hurt so damn much, but why did it hurt this much? It's not like he loves Vernon...right?

He stood up and left a heartbroken Vernon alone, something he desperately wanted to avoid. He started walking to the entrance when Vernon called him once more, making him stop in his tracks.

"Seungkwan!" Seungkwan stood still, not moving at all. He didn't turn around; he was too scared to look Vernon in the eyes. "I just want you to know that I still love you, no matter what. I won't give up on you, I promise."

Seungkwan could feel the tears running down his face, so he left. He couldn't stand being there any longer.

Vernon also made his way to the dorms. He had unshed tears in his eyes, but he wouldn't cry, not now or ever. He had promised not to give up on Seungkwan, so he would stick to that desicon.

He could hear his three friends, who have been hiding and hearing the whole conversation, call out his name, but he ignored them; he wanted to leave and rest.

Vernon reached his dorm and immediately turned off his phone so his friends wouldn't annoy him any further. He took a quick shower and lied down in his bed, drifting off to sleep.

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PrinceJun
Yo, twin, answer me.

Hamster
Are you okay, Vernon? You seemed sad.

Cupid
Guys, let him rest; he seemed tired. We'll talk tomorrow.

Hamster
Alright...

PrinceJun
Okay, fine.

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I'm so sorry for not updating my story, but like I have said, my parents aren't home, and I had guests over. Also, one of my close relatives died today, so my parents will extend their 'trip'. I'm sorry if I sound cold. My sister is still too young to understand and has been clinging to me this whole week, so I couldn't upload as I need to take care of her. I'm really not good with emotions right now. I have tried not to cry for my sister, so please forgive me.