Broken Promises

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 15: ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ

Just some Jeonghan weverse struggle posts for yall.
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Seungkwan sprinted to his dorm, his heart pounding in his chest.

The weight of the world seemed to crush him as he fumbled for his keys. Tears streamed down his face, blurring his vision.

Once inside, he collapsed onto the floor, the cold linoleum offering little comfort. The familiar sting of loneliness washed over him.

He'd promised himself he'd never let this happen again, yet here he was, drowning in his own despair. The memory of his broken promise to Vernon was a relentless tormentor.

He tried to rise, but his body felt heavy and unresponsive. The world outside seemed distant, a muted backdrop to his internal turmoil.

His phone buzzed insistently, breaking the suffocating silence. It was Vernon.

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Vernon

Vernon
I won't give up on you, Seungkwan.

Kwan😍
Stop, Vernon. We wouldn't work out.

Vernon
Why? Tell me, please.

Kwan😍
You wouldn't understand.

Vernon
Why? Why wouldn't I understand?

Kwan😍
It's complicated.

Vernon
I'm tired of everything being complicated. Just tell me, please.

Kwan😍
I can't tell you; understand that, Vernon. I beg you.

Vernon
Then let me ask you a question. Do you like me or not?

Kwan😍
Stop.

Vernon
Answer me, Seungkwan.

Kwan😍
Yes, I do. I love you for fucks sake!

Vernon
Then why can't we be together?

Kwan😍
It's too complicated...

Vernon
I'm coming over.

Kwan😍
Wait, please don't.

Vernon
Why?

Kwan😍
I'm scared to tell you, Vernon.

Vernon
Seungkwan, whatever happens, I will never hate you.

Kwan😍
Are you sure?

Vernon
I am, so please let me come over. I can't live without you.

Kwan😍
Okay...

Vernon went offline.

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The weight of his confession settled on Seungkwan like a physical burden. He was terrified of what would happen next.

Each message was a fresh wound, tearing open old scars. Seungkwan's heart shattered with every word. When Vernon finally forced the truth from him, a wave of relief washed over him, followed by a crippling fear.

What would Vernon think? Would their friendship survive this ordeal? Alone in the quiet of his dorm, Seungkwan curled into a ball, his sobs echoing in the emptiness. The future seemed bleak and uncertain.

He was lost, adrift in a sea of doubt and heartbreak. He tried calming himself down, but it felt like nothing could help. He longed for Vernon's touch, but the younger wasn't here yet. Each passing minute felt like an enternity.

He tried to stay calm, but he couldn't help but worry. He was scared that Vernon might see him differently now that he would find out the truth.

Seungkwan's mind raced as he paced in his small dorm room. Each tick of the clock felt like an eternity. The weight of the world pressed down on him, and tears blurred his vision.

Desperation gnawed at him as he longed for Vernon's comforting presence. A sharp knock jolted him from his reverie.

His heart pounded as he answered the door, revealing a concerned Vernon. The ensuing embrace was a bittersweet respite. As they pulled apart, Vernon's eyes widened in alarm at the sight of Seungkwan's tear-streaked face.

He has never expected to see Seungkwan like this. "Kwan, why the fuck were you crying?" Seungkwan couldn't respond, so he just shook his head and hugged Vernon once more. Vernon sighed and hugged Seungkwan back, trying his best to comfort him.

Seungkwan finally took Vernon's hand in his and walked towards the bed. As they both sat down, there was an awkward silence between them.

Vernon, who had realized that Seungkwan didn't know where to start, decided it would be best if he just asked a question. "Seungkwan, why can't we be together? Please, be honest with me."

The question hung heavy in the air. With a trembling voice, Seungkwan confessed the horrifying truth about his mother.

He took a deep breath, as he knew that he was going to be emotionally wrecked. "Vernon, believe me, I love you so fucking much, but I'm scared to date you because of my mother. Before you ask, let me explain."

Flashback:

A false sense of normalcy had settled over Seungkwan as he returned home.

The familiar comfort of his apartment should have been a balm for his soul, but an impending dread gnawed at him.

A strange quiet hung in the air, an unnatural stillness that sent shivers down his spine. With a growing sense of unease, he made his way toward his mother's room.

The door was ajar—a sinister invitation. Heart pounding, he pushed it open. The scene that unfolded before him was a grotesque tableau.

His world shattered into a million pieces as he witnessed the betrayal that would forever scar his soul.

The once-trusted figure of his mother was a monstrous apparition, and her actions were a vile desecration of their bond.

Overwhelmed by a surge of nausea and disbelief, Seungkwan fled the apartment. The outside world blurred into an indistinguishable haze as he made his way to a friend's place, seeking refuge from the storm within.

The weight of the world bore down on him, and he found himself adrift in a sea of despair.

Present:

Vernon's reaction was a mixture of shock and unwavering support.

Sure, he expected it to be bad, but this was the worst thing possible. Seungkwan looked down, too scared to look at the man in front of him. Vernon took a deep breath before smiling and cupping Seungkwan's cheeks.

"Seungkwan, do you really think I would do all this only to cheat on you with that whore? You're the most beautiful human on this earth, so would you give me a chance to prove myself?"

Seungkwan's eyes, filled with a mixture of hope and trepidation, met Vernon's.

A silent battle raged within him. Finally, a small nod escaped his lips, a silent affirmation. Vernon's face broke into a radiant smile as he leaned in, their breaths mingling in the still air.

A gentle kiss, filled with promise and longing, sealed their fate.

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Guys, I'm so angry right now. I'm on my period, and we have no ice cream or candy at home, and I'm too scared to go out because it's dark. Also, I can't just leave since my sister is going on a trip with my other aunt, meaning I'll be on my own for the whole break.