WANTED BY YOU || book 4

CHAPTER 13

✪ Matthew ✪

song: Harry Styles - she

She was beautiful.

She corrupted my mind every day and night. She took up every single time of my day with out a complaint coming from me.

She dominated me without even knowing it. She controlled me and had the power to make me fall completely under her spell.

While my boys loved the control they had over women, I loved the idea of being completely her's. Even if she didn't quite appreciate it.

She made me weak in no other way a woman has made me felt. Her cold eyes colder then ice was as blue as the night sky.

Her angelic face that came off innocent as a deer in headlights was enough to fool you into that good girl image.

Deep beneath that act was a girl that craved to be touched. She craved to be held and loved properly by a man.

She wanted to feel wanted.

Wanted in this cruel world that played sick jokes on her. Called it destiny for arranging her to marry some parasite of a human who didn't deserve her.

He didn't deserve her or any of her attention like I did. He didn't deserve to see her cry or even upset. He didn't deserve the days that were hard for her. That left her tired and wanting nothing but to be held in somebody's arms.

I was suppose to be that somebody.

But unfortunately, in my cards, I didn't get to have her. Not yet at least.

I was slowly but surely making Mikaili Rivers fall in love with me. She would deny it all she want but at the end she will confess.

And hey, I might seem a bit delusional right now but I don't give a fuck.

Sue me.

If I had to do those trashy manifestation type of shit, I'll gladly do it if it meant I'd have her in the end.

Fuck I missed her.

I saw her yesterday and I had to control myself not to go completely man whore all over her. She looked so fucking hot in scrubs, I have it altered inside of my head.

I think of how hot her ass looks in those scrub pants and how it fits her so well around her waist. Whoever said Mikaili Rivers looked shit in navy-blue scrubs deserved nothing in life.

Mikaili looked hot in navy-blue and I'd often find myself wearing navy clothing just so I could feel somewhat closer to her.

The colour matched her light blue eyes and it made her skin look even lighter then it usual was.

Mikaili Rivers was just a beautiful woman that no one could even compare to her.

Yes I know she has a twin sister and people will just say "if she's pretty then that means Trixie is just as pretty"

In my personal opinion, Mikaili and Trixie are both different people so in my eyes they look different as well. Sure Trixie's pretty, but not in my eyes the way Mikaili is for me.