I opened my eyes and saw a bunch of doctors and nurses around me. "Doctor Kennedy, she's awake." A nurse spoke. "Good. How are you feeling Ms. Linder." She asked. "My stomach hurts like hell," I said, "What's going on? What happened?" "Today has not been a good day for you, Ms. Linder." Dr. Kennedy said. "What does that mean?" I asked. "I'm sorry to tell you this, but you just had a miscarriage. " Those were the words I never wanted to hear. I started screaming and crying. I sat up in the bed and looked toward the end of the bed and saw there was blood all over the place. "Just tell me what you need me to do Dr. Kennedy." I said.
About 2 hours later, everyone was allowed to come and see me. I didn't want to tell Jack that we lost the baby, but it's something I can't avoid. I got a lot of "heys" and "how are you feelings" when the crew came in the room. Here goes nothing. "I had a miscarriage. I lost the baby." I started sobbing. Mahogany, Jenn and Maggie came over to the bed and tackled me into a hug. "I'm sorry, boo." Mahogany said. "We all are." Cam said. "You killed our baby." Jack whispered angrily. "What are you talking about? It was never my plan to have a miscarriage!" I yelled. "Whatever. Either way the baby is gone." He shouted. "Dude. It's not her fault." Carter said. "Shut up, Carter." "Jack, get out." I whispered. I can't believe he's blaming this on me. It was never my intentions for my brother to get shot and die at training, for my mom and dad to get in a terrible accident and then die, and it sure as hell wasn't my intention to have a miscarriage. "What?" He asked. "GET OUT GOD DAMMIT!!" I yelled. He stormed out of the room. JJ started to go after him."JJ, don't. Give him time." He nodded and hugged me. Eventually everyone came and tackled me into a hug. Someone cleared their throat and made everyone turn towards the door. "Hello, Dr. Kennedy." I said. "How are you feeling, Alyssia." She asked. "Physically, my stomach feels a lot better. Mentally, I hurt like hell. My brother, parents and baby are gone. That's three funerals to attend." I said trying no to cry.
"I'm sorry for your loss. Your mom and I were close friends." She said. "Really?" I asked. She nodded. "Wow. How did I not know that?" I asked myself. "Well, I just came to tell you that you're free to go home." "Ok. Thank you for everything." I said. "No problem." She said then headed out. "I went and got you some new clothes to put on since your other ones were covered in blood." Jenn said. "Thank you, Jenn." I went to the bathroom and changed out of the hospital gown. Maggie signed me out and we were off to the hotel. The entire time we were in the car I was thinking about two things: I just lost my brother, parents and my baby (that wasn't even born yet) and where is Jack?
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Cold Hearted (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)
FanfictionJack and Alyssia are the best of friends. They've known each other since day 1 in kindergarten, where they became friends, along with Jack Johnson. They always played soccer together, went to sporting events, parties, or whatever they could do, to j...
