Matthew's POV
Alyssia going back to Jack hurts. She's my best friend, and after Jack had us keep our mouth shut, hurt her, and I can't forgive him and let her take him back that easily. She's going to get hurt again, and I won't stick around to watch my best friend get hurt.
I love her dearly. I mean who wouldn't? She's funny, loving, caring, sensitive, and gorgeous. She's just like us, but she's a girl. I love her so much. No more nor no less than a friend. I couldn't ask for a better friend.
I know she's still mad at us guys a little bit deep down, but I'm going to completely fix this problem.
"Matthew, what do you want? I was sleeping. I'm going to need this for a while. I only have less than two months now, so I need all the sleep I can get." Alyssia proclaimed.
"I want to take you on a walk, and get you some Starbucks." I replied.
"Oh. You should've just said that." She said hopping out of the bed. "Just lemme get take a shower and get dressed." I nodded and waited for her, then we were on our way to Starbucks.
Alyssia's POV
I hopped out of the shower and got dressed. I curled my hair then checked myself in the mirror to see how I looked. It was whatever to be honest. I didn't look hideous and I didn't look gorgeous. And I'm fine and proud about that.
"Don't worry. You look great, babe." Jack whispered into ny hair as he placed his chin on my shoulders and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Thanks, Jacky. But I got to go. Do you want something from Starbucks?"
"The usual." He replied. I nodded and left with Matt.
"Matt, I know you have a real reason as to why you wanted to walk with me. Not just to walk to Starbucks." I say as we walk up to the counter.
We ordered our drinks and sat at one of the tables.
"Ok, so you busted me. I want you to know that I know that you're still mad deep down at all of us. That's why you're taking things slow with all of us. I hate seeing you with Jack now, after he had us agree to his plan to hide that from you, but when he hurts you again I want you to know, I won't be apart of it. I saw you suffer, I know the things you thought about yourself when it all went down, I heard you say things you said in your sleep when you fell asleep in Hayes' stage room, I know the pain you went through. I've been through it all before. I won't watch you suffer from this pain. If he hurts you over and over again, and you still go back to him.. I'm not going to stand around and watch the game he'll play with you. I don't know what you know about his love life back in Nebraska, but I've seen the things he's done to the girls he dated on tour. Jack isn't the cool, loving, Jack we all know sometimes. And none of us know why." Matt explained.
"That's deep, Matt. Even though you're my best friend, I'm not going to always run to you for help, Matt. That's like saying I'm too weak to live life without help or others to help me find my ways. You're my best friend out of all the other guys because since the first day I met you, I knew you hold boundaries with people, and the things they do. That's the kind of friend I need; someone to have my back, but let me down slmetimes so I can see where I'm at and solve my own problems instead of having others do that for me. So thank you, Matt. And trust me, I've realized how odds he acts sometimes. I'm going to figure out what's up too." I said. He smiled and we headed back to the hotel.
The boys were eating lunch since we all slept in pretty late. I gave Jack his drink and went back to our room. I decided to through his drawers.
After going through, a few of his drawers I found a bag with an awful smell.
Oh my god. Really, weed?
I couldn't handle this, so I texted Matt.
Me- Come in my room now. Tell evryone you needed to get something from your room.
Mattasaurus- ok.
In seconds Matt, was at my door. I let him in and he was as shocked as me.
As we were lookig at it everyone came into mine and the girls' room. They walked ober to what we were looking at and everyone stopped moving and just stood there. I looked at Jack as he like he just saw a ghost.
"Jack.." I whispered. He looked up and mouthed 'im sorry'.
He walked out and I chased after him.
"Jack," I started as I caughy uo to him and stopped him from walking any further, "If you think I'm mad, I'm not. Yeah, I don't 100 percent like the fact that you do it. Especially without telling me so I could've tried it. At least, before I was pregnant. I just wanted to know what made you all crazy when your stressed already." I stated. He looked shocked at what I just said.
"Well, um.. Wasn't expecting that. I thought you were going to yell at me. But trust me, that shit is going in the trash, it messed me up." Jack said.
"I wouldn't yell at you for trying to find a way to fight your stress, but I know that at some points you did it with Sammy. I smelled it on him and that was the night you guys were hanging out but you called and said that your mom wanted you home to help around the house for a party. And good. I don't want it around me being pregnant. Now let's go back up there with everyone. You guys got a 'greet tonight." I said. He smiled and intertwined our fingers and we headed back to the room.
No one was in the room, so we went to his room so he could get ready. I laid on his bed and went on to instagram and took a picture of Jack looking at himself in the mirror after getting dressed.
I posted it with the caption 'see you all soon. Can't wait to see everyone here to support the fam'
We headed down to the ballroom waiting for the guys, but it seems they were already there.
Here we have Nash and Cam giving each other piggy back rides, Shawn rehearsing his songs, JJ rapping, Mahogany and Jenn taking selfies, Hayes and Taylor running around, Aaron on his phone, Sammy not insight, Carter and Maggie..kissing?
WAIT WHAT?! What has she done this time? I can't see JJ get hurt, especially not before a show. The fans can always tell when the guys are upset. I need to know what's going on... NOW!
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Heads up, this wasn't proof read, so sorry for any mistakes.
Brother graduates from his training next week! Then he's back home!♡
Sorry for the wait on an update, I've had writers block lately. But I've found ideas on the rest of the story.
I miss O2L so much, but we still got Kian and JC together.
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Cold Hearted (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)
FanfictionJack and Alyssia are the best of friends. They've known each other since day 1 in kindergarten, where they became friends, along with Jack Johnson. They always played soccer together, went to sporting events, parties, or whatever they could do, to j...
