Cold Hearted (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)

•F o u r t e e n•

"So, are you guys like together?" Nash asked.

  "Um..umm, yeah." I stuttered. Nash is going to hate me for dear life.

"Oh." Oh? That's all he has to say? Due to everything he told me that's what he says.

"ALYSSIA! YOU HAVE A DAMN HICKEY ON YOUR NECK! What the hell? Couldn't wait long enough to make it home, huh?" Sam asked.

"Please don't even start shit with me too, Sammy."

"No, listen here bitch--"

"Whoa, bro. Don't call my girlfriend a bitch." Cam jumped in.

  "Why? You can't see the inner-bitch coming out of her? She's most likely just using you to try and get back with Jack." Sammy smirked.

Cam punched Sammy in the face, giving him a bloody nose. Sammy began fighting back. They kept fighting back and forth. All the guys sat there watching. Morons.

  I've had enough.

  "Stop it! Both of you! Fighting with each other got us here in first place. So can we all get over this? I don't see what the problem is with me moving on, when Jack already has! I just want my damn life back! I wish I never grew up in Nebraska, I wish I never met Jack, and I wish I never got fucking pregnant! This is all just a huge mistake!" I screamed. What the hell did I just say? Did i just call my baby a mistake? Before anyone else could say anything I ran out of the room amd took off down the hall. As I was running, I cried making my vision blurry. I suddenly ran into someone.

  "Hey, what's wrong?" Jack asked.

  "Why the hell would you care? I'm just a whore, remember?" I cried.

  "Babe- I mean, Alyssia, I was pissed. I screwed up. And I'm so so so sorry. I know you don't want to hear it, but it's my turn to talk, so you're going to listen.. I know don't want me to be the father of your baby, even though I am. I know this wasn't the life you wanted, and I'm sorry. I know what you wanted. You wanted to have a perfect boyfriend that treated you right, would care for you, you'd trust him enough to take your virginity, and you'd grow up together throughout the years and have a kid when you're about 21. I'm sorry I ruined that dream for you. I just got out of control with the guys a couple nights ago and made a huge mistake going with them, because look where I am now. Having sex with a girl I don't even give a shit about, because I still love you and can't get over you. And I don't think you're a whore. I just said it because I was pissed to see you with Cameron and a damn hickey on your neck. I just really miss you babe." Jack explained.

"Jack, I-I-I.."

  "Don't worry, I'm not going to say anymore. I was just coming back from dropping Hannah off."

  "Jack why do you do these things to me? One minute I'm pissed at you and the next minute I just want you and have no doubt about loving you. I'm still falling for you and I'm not keeping you out of the baby's life. I couldn't if I tried. You're everywhere I go." I smiled.

Jack moved closer to me and placed his hands on my lower back. I smiled knowing what he was about to do. He leaned down and placed his lips on mine. Our lips moved in sinc. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gently pulled his hair, causing him to moan. I did it again just for the fun of it, and he moaned again. I laughed as we heard someone cough. We quickly pulled away and saw an angry Cam in front of us.

  I released from Jack and walked to Cam.

  "Hey, let's go talk." He nodded in reply.

  We walked down to the beach and decided to sit down and talk.

  "Cam look, I know you're mad, beyond mad. You're Pissed. I've had time to think, I can't be with you. You're like a brother to me. Think, if something bad happened to either one of us, I'd hate to see you heartbroken with me gone and I sure as hell would feel alone without you if I lost you. I don't want to mess up our friendship and our sibling connection by a screw up in our relationship. But you can always have my back and comfort me, I'll be fine with anything you do. I just don't want to lose you through a relationship. Don't think I'm saying this to get back with Jack, because I'm not, right now I'm a single pregnant 18 year old, that has the bestest best friend in the world named Cameron." I explained.

  "Don't worry about it, Monkey. You'll always have me by your side. I will admit I was mad when I saw you guys in the hallway, but I see it too. You're right. But I swear if Jack breaks your heart again, I won't promise to be easy on beating his ass up. I held it back last time for as long as I could, but it wasn't long enough."

  "Thanks, Cammy. But like I said I'm not going back to him as of right now. I just need him here for the baby." I said.

  "Give it up, Alyssia. You know you still love him. You want him back, and I'm not stopping you. I got your back, now let's go so you can talk with him." Cam said. He's got a point, because it's all true.

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  Cam dropped me off at Jack's room about 10 minutes ago and Jack and I talked things out. We're currently watching The Lion King.

  I looked down at my belly and said, "I'm sorry I called you a mistake baby girl. I didn't mean it. You're my bright star, the thing that will always keep me going in life. Once you're born, I won't regret a day waking up seeing you by my side. You will be my world. You'll get to have an amazing life with me and your daddy. No matter what, I promise to give you the best life I can."

  "What was that all about?" Jack asked. I explained everything that had happened earlier and told him how I actually love the way we met and how I wouldn't give my life in Nebraska for anything.

  Jack paused the movie, slid off the bed and kneeled down in front of me. He held my belly and kissed it saying adorable, sweet things to the baby.

"I want to take you out for a date tomorrow after the meet up. We'll have fun I promise. You won't even know its a date." Jack said winking.

  I laughed, "Ok, handsome. Whatever keeps you happy." I said and kissed his cheek.

  He cuddled up with me on the bed and played the movie.

  Maybe this month in Orlando won't be so bad after all.