Cold Hearted (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)

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    Alyssia's POV

It's been 5 days since I last talked to Jack. It's now Sunday and I was ready to just go back to school. I didn't really have much of plans for today, so I just threw on some sweatpants and one of Jack's sweatshirts he gave me. Today, I'd just watch movies and chill out in the basement.

As I was picking out movies, Maggie texted me. It read "Hey, wanna hang out today at my place? Nothing special, just wanna make vines." "Yeah, sure. I'll be over there in a few." I replied.

As I pulled into Maggie's driveway, I noticed another car there. "Great, just who I want to see." I said to myself. The front door was open and Maggie's parents weren't home so I just walked up to her room. "Hey, girl." Maggie said as I sat on her bed next to her and JJ. I noticed they were holding hands. I looked over at Maggie and she lipped "I'll explain later." Jack was on his phone, sitting in a bean bag next to the window. I looked at him as he was texting someone. Just then, my phone vibrated and I saw that it was a message from Jack.

Jay Dogg;) - Come downstairs with me..

  "Hey, I'm gonna go get something to drink. Be right back." I said as I got up and went downstairs. Jack followed. "Sooo..?" I said breaking the aawkward silence. "I hate to to do this, Alyssia. JJ and I have a Magcon event on Wednesday and--" He started but I cut him off. "You're leaving me this week?! What about my birthday? Will you be back for my birthday?!" I asked not even realizing I was yelling. "No, but I'll be sure to spend time with you when I get back. Just us, no one else." Jack said rubbing my arm trying to calm me down.

  I just stood there annoyed by him. I can't believe that he has to leave this week, out of all the weeks, he just has to leave on my birth week. I get that he has fans that would die to meet him and JJ, but it just kills me how he won't be here for my birthday. After we spent forever talking about it.

After a couple of hours of watching movies, making vines, and making Youtube videos, Jack and JJ went home. "So, now can you please tell me what going on between you and JJ?" I asked Maggie. "Yasss. So, JJ asked me to hang out with him the other day. But it was more of a date than just 'hanging out'. So we went to see a movie in the park and he asked me if I would be his girlfriend. And I obviously said yes! I feel like I couldn't be any happier with him, he's my everything, but it just tears me apart that he's already leaving when we just got together." Maggie explained. "Awwweeeeeeeee, Maggie! That's amazing, and don't worry you'll still have me here with you." I teased her.

                        *Tuesday Morning*

  Maggie stayed over at my house Monday night so we could see the boys before they left. We arrived at Jack's house around 5 a.m., since they had an early morning flight.

  "I'm gonna miss you." Maggie said to JJ.  "I'll miss you too, babe. I'll call you whenever I can." JJ said kissing Maggie's cheek and holding her hand.

  "Look, Jack I'm sorry for turning crazy on you the other night it's just that I want to spend my birthday with you and I feel like your gonna forget about me when you leave." I said. Where the hell did that come from? 'I feel like your gonna forget me when you leave'. I'm so stupid.  "Alyssia, listen, it's not your fault that we have to leave. I didn't want to go, it was a last minute thing. I'll Facetime you everyday... And I promise you that as soon as I get back in Nebraska, I will come see you." Jack explained.

"If you two don't mind, our taxi is here." JJ teased. Jack and I hugged for at least five minutes. I never wanted to let go, but the taxi driver was getting frustrated with us taking our time. "Well, I guess I'll see you when I get back." Jack said kissing my cheek. "Bye, Jay Dogg." I said letting a few tears run down my face. "Hey, stop it! Don't cry!" Jack said wiping the tears off my face. I gave him one last hug and let him get in the taxi. Maggie and I decided we would just skip school today and just hang out at her place for a bit.

  After hanging out for a bit, we realized that life for these next couple of days it would be hard for the both of us.

    "Happy birthday, Monkey!!" My parents yelled running into my room. "Thanks, guys. But you guys didn't have to stay up until midnight to say it." "We know, but we thought it would be better if we said it in person, since we both have to work tomorrow." My mom explained. Great there's another two people I can forget about having at my party.

  I threw on some sweatpants and started to get into my bed until I heard the doorbell ring. I went downstairs, opened the door, and no one was there. Just as I started to shut the door, I saw a husky in a basket with a blanket. "O-M-G!!" I squealed. I brought the puppy into the house and sat down on the couch. Then, a knock came from my back door. I took the puppy in my arms and went out the back door. No one. "Okay, what the hell is fucking going on?!" I screamed turning back into the house.

  There he was...

"JACCKKKK!!!!" I screamed putting the puppy back in the basket and then jumping in his arms. "I can't believe you're back! I missed you so much and--" I started until Jack cut me off by kissing me. I couldn't hold back, I kissed back. Things started to get deep..too deep.

  Jack and I were now on the couch and we were making out. He had his hands on my waist and he was kissing my neck up to my lips. "Ok, Jack.." I said pulling out of the kiss. He realized what happened and got off of me. "Alyssia, I'm so sorry. I just--" "Jack, stop. I liked it. I've been falling for you for a long time now, and I can't get over you. And I don't want to either.. I wanna be with you even if I have to go through hate from your fans." I said intertwining our fingers. "I'm glad you said that because there's something I want to say.. I lied that night about me not having any feelings for you, because I do. Alyssia, I love you and I want to spend every minute of everyday with you. So, Alyssia, will be my girlfriend?" 

I sat there in shock. This is what I wanted, but what if sonething goes wrong with our friendship? Screw it, I love him and that's all that's matters.... "Yes, Jack!"  I said kissing his cheek.

  Something furry tickled my thigh. The puppy was on my lap. "Jack, I told you not to get me a puppy for my birthday. But it is a great gift." "You're welcome, but there's more.. You just won't know until later..!" Jack said with a smirk. "I hate you!" I teased. "Then why are you dating me?" Jack teased back. "I don't know you tell me.." I said kissing him. He started to laugh in this kiss and I couldn't help but start laughing too.

  Jack and I ended up falling asleep on the couch. The puppy laid in the basket on the floor next to the couch. I woke up and had to use the bathroom, but couldn't get up because there was a strong grip around me. "Jack, let me up." I whispered in his ear. His confusion was adorable. He didn't know where he was. "Babe, I have to pee. Lemme go!" I said louder than last time. He finally let me go.

  I took a shower and got ready for my birthday. I threw on a black flared mini skirt dress and a pair of black christian louboutin high heels.

  Jack took me out to Starbucks and then we went to get supplies for the puppy. "We need a name for the dog, you know?" Jack said. "Yeah.. Ummm.... what about Roxi?" I questioned. "That's fine, she's your dog." Jack said.

  Jack's phone has been going off all day. I didn't say anything about it, because if something happened, he would've told me.

  "Let's go back to your place." Jack said putting all the dog supplies in the car. "Ok?.. Jack is everything ok?" "Yeah. I just think we should hang out at you place for a bit." Jack replied.

  This isn't the birthday I was expecting, but it's the best I could have at this time with my brother in Georgia, Maggie feeling sick, and my parents at work.

  "SUPRISE!!!!" Everyone screamed. "Oh my god..." Was all I could say. Everyone was here. JJ, Maggie, James, Bailey, Alexis, Natalie, Kallie, Matt, Hayes, Carter, Aaron, Cam, Nash, Jacob, Sammy, Taylor, Shawn, Mahogany, and a bunch of friends from school. About an hour into my party, the door bell rang. "I got it." I said getting up and heading to the door. "Hey, Monkey!.."

  Then and there I died.. This isn't happening..